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you guys, I'm sorry. I know I do stupid things, say stupid things, and think stupid things. I know that I hurt you guys, even with the best intentions...and I know I should be so much better. But I just can't do it. It's like it is physically impossible for me to be the person I should.
If you want to tell me what to do, that's great..Because right now..I don't know anything anymore. To be honest, all I know is even the smell of alcohol makes me sick. I have no more places to run to. I have no escapes, I have no freedoms. I've hit rock bottom, and I'm still falling.
This isn't to make you guys feel bad for me...It's to let you know that I don't plan on being such a bitch any longer.
In conclusion:
I can walk around with a pretty face on
Even when I’m black and blue
*What’s the point in telling everybody
I’m not over you?*
If you want to tell me what to do, that's great..Because right now..I don't know anything anymore. To be honest, all I know is even the smell of alcohol makes me sick. I have no more places to run to. I have no escapes, I have no freedoms. I've hit rock bottom, and I'm still falling.
This isn't to make you guys feel bad for me...It's to let you know that I don't plan on being such a bitch any longer.
In conclusion:
I can walk around with a pretty face on
Even when I’m black and blue
*What’s the point in telling everybody
I’m not over you?*