just thoughts
Im so tired, but I am feeling content right now. I actually sortof like the way things are going in my life right now. Sean and I are doing great and I love spending time with me. I like my job at the country club about as much as one could like a job and I also got a job working with and reading with an autistic little girl. I made some new friends through the country club and I feel like I am a pretty decent waitress. I like my apartment and I get along with my roomie and I see my friends. I have alot to be thankful for and I am. THings just seem to get me down at times btu I hvae a feeling that that will always be like that or at least for awhil. My bday is soon-my 21st yeah baby! So I can start going out with people to bars and stuff and sean and I can actually go places other than dennys or meijers at night. I miss certain people in my life though but I guess its a part of growing up. When I was younger I always wanted to be a waitressa nad have an apartment while going to school to become a teacher_ i guess all my dreams are really coming true. Its weird how that happens and you dont realize it until after the fact.
I have to figure out what to go with the little girl tomrorow-hopefully I will be a good teacher.
I have to figure out what to go with the little girl tomrorow-hopefully I will be a good teacher.