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wow. school's over. im done with being a freshman. woo hoo! this year was definitely a tough year. i never seemed to get what i really wanted or even needed and everything always turned out wrong. but the truth is that i'm really glad i got through it because i learned a lot just from everything. i learned that you have to let things happen but you also cant hesitate when they may be happening for you, that's only causes regrets, and you never know what could've been. i've learned that there is always going to be people better than you or people who are going to make you feel like you're not good enough but you have to stand your own ground and move on. things dont always happen the way you want them, they dont always work out. but the truth is that in a way, they will always work out because you move on and get used to it- that's just life. "in the end, everything is okay. it it's not then it's not the end" that quote alone brings back so many memories from way back to even last summer. i also realize how much more i have to learn. i mean i'm going to be 15 in july.. i'm still young and i have so much ahead of me and so much that i'm going to experience and learn from and probably a lot of mistakes and regrets along the way. but i'll learn from them and that's what really counts in the end.
it's not about having enough best friends to book up your entire week.
it's about having friends amazing enough to pull you up when you're weak.
just a little something to everybody who has been there pulling me through all my drama and shit through this year. it wasn't exactly my easiest year and hopefully next year will be better. you guys really helped me out this year. i dont know what i would've done without you guys. jen, alli, carly, and sam -> you guys were probably there for me the most through everything. ilu girls xoxox