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I wish i could read minds..i wish i knew what you were thinking and your motives. I wish that i knew whether addy and allie are right bout you. i dont believe they are...but what if...i was in the bathroom today putting on makeup and over heard them talkin shit..shit bout you..shit bout me...addy is pissed that i spent money on you. she said she doesnt understand why im spendin money on someone who hates me...you wouldnt have given me the time of day if you really hate me. that day was so nice...no drama no bull shit...when allie found out that we were hanging out apparently she mumbled back stabbing bitch under her breath...casey told me...I just think that allie is the biggest negative influence in the house and she plumits the mood from ok to horrible in ten seconds flat. its bullshit. total and complete bullshit. im beginning to hate her and shit..i barely even know her... what the fuck? i just want to know the plain black and white truth but everyone has a version and all of them vary in some way. the questions i really want answers to inlife are the ones i wont know until i die. ugh.