Love me for what i am now, dont punish me for what i once was.

Jul 26, 2005 17:59


there are words i need to hear
and this world wont speak them to me
there are wounds that need to heal
but there are no bandages for them here

there is a warmth i need to feel
but even the sun can be so cold
i try to satisfy my longing for
peace and joy and love and hope but,

i am so tired of everything
I need you to sing to me your sweet lullaby
so i can fall asleep to the sound of your voice
speak to me your soft and gentle words
so i know you are right here with me

there are visions i need to see
and this world wont show them to me
there is a love i need to feel
but i dont feel it in this place

there is a truth i need to know
but im not finding it anywhere
i try to satisfy my longing for
peace and joy and love and hope but
i am so tired of everything

I need you to sing to me your sweet lullaby
so i can fall asleep to the sound of your voice
speak to me your soft and gentle words
so i will know you are right here with me

I need you to sing to me your sweet lullaby
so i can fall asleep to the sound of your voice
speak to me your soft and gentle words
so i will know you are right here with me

I am so tired of everything
i am so sick of everything

LORD please sing to me your sweet lullaby
so i can fall asleep to the sound of your voice
speak to me your soft and gentle words
so i will know you are right here with me

Sing to me your sweet lullaby
so i can fall asleep to the sound of your voice
speak to me your soft and gentle words
so i will know you are right here with me

Sing to me your sweet lullaby
so i can fall asleep to the sound of your voice
speak to me your soft and gentle words
so i will know you are right here with me

I sick and tired of everything

When life gets me down this song always picks me up.  No will know it, or who its by.

I'll be the first to admit, ive made some mistakes in my life.  Never thinking it would effect anyone but me.  Now wishing i could go back, back to those times where i wasnt thinking, where i didnt see the light, when i didnt know it would hurt you.  Go back, make things right so you didnt have to suffer for my stupidity.

Its only been six months.  I am not the same as i was back then, you should know, ive explained it before.  My eyes are open now, my path is straight.  I hope you can see that now, i wish you could have seen before.  Im not as good as i used to be, im better.  Those things dont interest me anymore.

I only wish i could take away your pain, just so i didnt have to see you suffer, see you in pain, see you have doubts.  Nothing i do now can change what i did.  Only thing i can hope for is that you can take the love and forgiveness that our Savior shows to each one of his children and apply it to your own heart.

So things that happen may seem likd signs, from who?  God, the devil, or our own imagination.  Not only are there people who dont want "us" to work, but there are spirits at work to drive a wedge between us.  Dont think everything comes from Him above, but also from him who wants to see God's people fail, our love fail.  Dont give in to him.

Im not perfect, no one is.  If i could change the past i would.  But we learn, we grow, we mature from the mistakes we make.  My past doesnt change my feelings for you, it never effected how i felt, it never will.  I only hope that its not like they say "your mistakes will come back to haunt you"  It know it already has, but i hope it doesnt get worse than it is.

My only hope is that you can love and let go.  I know it will still be in your mind, in your heart and it will be hard to let go and forgive me.  But I hope it isnt impossible, i know its not impossible.  Only God knows whats in your heart, i only hope he isnt the only one who has to know.  I can only hope.

It seems like its been so long since ive seen that beautiful face of yours, felt your warm embrace, the love from your kiss.  I only hope that i can continue to feel those things ive missed so much.  The things ive loved so much.  Only God knows whats instore for me.  I dont like it, but i live with it and let him have control.  He knows whats best.

(I hear you whispering my name)
You say
(My love for you will never change)

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