Love me for what i am, not what i once was.
So its been two weeks since my last entry, idk what happened, maybe i didnt have the motivation, or maybe i had nothing too exciting to write about. Well these past two weeks have been pretty good, I've been doing a lot of work. Ha A LOT of work. I realized this week how much i really enjoy working construction, its really nice to be able to see the "fruits of your labor" The only thing though is that it is so hard on the body. Ive been so tired lately, but i keep going. I have been going non stop. Seriously i work 5 days a week, play softball twice a week, and some hard core basketball twice a week. I keep telling myself i need to slow down but do i listen to myself? of course not.
Man i just need to stop updating on friday's after softball. whenever i dont play well i just get frustrated and all my entry is about is how angry i am about how bad i played. IDK like i prolly said in my last entry, I feel lik eim a natural athlete and i just play like crap, so i feel like im not who i used to be. IDK im not gonna talk about it, its stupid and its no big deal.
On to a better subject. Last weekend i got to see Kris. It was SO nice to see her. I miss her like crazy right now and its going to be like three more weeks until i get to see her again :-( But the time we got to spend together on Saturday was amazing. She came w/ my family and i to watch me play softball. After that we went to Olive Garden, it was really nice. It made me miss Rome a lot. Then we went back to her house and watched a movie. It was really hard saying goodbye b/c i knew i wouldnt see her for a long time. Its really amazing for me to say this, but i wish summer was over just so i could see more.
So anyways i guess this is good enough, im just not in the mood anymore to update.
Man i just need to stop updating on friday's after softball. whenever i dont play well i just get frustrated and all my entry is about is how angry i am about how bad i played. IDK like i prolly said in my last entry, I feel lik eim a natural athlete and i just play like crap, so i feel like im not who i used to be. IDK im not gonna talk about it, its stupid and its no big deal.
On to a better subject. Last weekend i got to see Kris. It was SO nice to see her. I miss her like crazy right now and its going to be like three more weeks until i get to see her again :-( But the time we got to spend together on Saturday was amazing. She came w/ my family and i to watch me play softball. After that we went to Olive Garden, it was really nice. It made me miss Rome a lot. Then we went back to her house and watched a movie. It was really hard saying goodbye b/c i knew i wouldnt see her for a long time. Its really amazing for me to say this, but i wish summer was over just so i could see more.
So anyways i guess this is good enough, im just not in the mood anymore to update.