break is over.....

Jan 05, 2006 23:01

winter break is over and i am off to ASU tomorrow(1-6-06). this break was a life safer of sorts. i really love college but i needed to come home and just work on me. fix somethings up like what i wanted out of life, what i need and want, and mostly deal with the fact that i need to move on and live my life the way i want to. i have never really done anything for myself but i needed to do this so that i could be happy and i could make the people that r in my life happy as well. coming home and staying home was hard for me. first getting used to my parents NOT hating eash other, my little sister growing up, my dad having health problems and surgury coming up soon. i was hopeing to be needed again by my family, but it looks and feels like they dont need me and that is a good thing because i love ASU, and my friends but my heart wants to go back home to Canada. i have started to apply to business schools back in canada and if i get into anyone of them, well then iam out...
i have great/sad memories over the last 5 years here. fell in love, made great friends but made to many mistakes along the way. mistakes that i cant let go of. break is over and i still need to figure some stuff out. the next couple of months will deside for me if i stay or leave. for everyone that i have been there for, thanks for letting me help. for everyone that has been there for me, thank you.
-sagar, signing off-
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