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Pissed Off ]
so laat night was a horrible night. well everything about yesterday sucked basically. gina really did get a pair of macbeths cause my mom told me that "her friend" got them in. you know what if she had to lie and tell me she was buying them for her friend then they shouldnt have done it at all. i mean if you have to lie about something so that you can do it behind someones back, it obviously shouldnt be done. atleast thats what my mom tells me. maybe she should take her own advice. cause now im not telling her anything. yeah i think shes catching on. i havent really talked to anyone in the house for a day. and i basically cried all of last night because i just wanted to go to sleep but i have problems sleeping and my mom thnks i was crying because i lost my money and her cellphone and because i cant sleep but i was crying becasue iwas fed up with gina and i cant take her anymore. and so i bsically cried my eyes out until i was too tired to cry anymore, not that i fell asleep. oh no. i busted out the rosary beads and startesd saying my hail marys. of course my mom had to show up after that when gina was asleep to see if i was still awake, which i was. and so she started the guessing game again, and she finally guessed gina. i mean how hard is it to guess that i was upset with gina. well anyway she got mad at me. not exactaly the reaction i was looking for. she said that shes my sister and that we have to get along and that maybe i should see someone about beig so mad with her. she says what gina does is suppose to go "in one ear and out the other." yeah its been going in one ear and out the othersince i was 10. and she basically felt no sympathy towards me. not that i needed it. i could really care less. she gives gina whatever she wants cause shes her favorite child.
great so my grandparents just called and theyre taking me out to lunch. oh right my mom thought one of my problems was being lonely. so i bet she rangled my grandparents up to take me out. i just want to be alone. i told her i didnt want to go anywhere. great now im crying.
i really dont know why im typing this. i had the urge to write it all down in a notebook so that i could get it off my chest, but i like typing better. so now your all in on my personal life. my mom doesnt understand me. at all.
oh and that sweatshirt i wanted to buy, well its black so i cant get it. and then when i was all depressed in my bed, she was like ill buy it for you. and i was like no, i dont need your sympathy, its black i wont get it. not that i was probably going to get it anyway, cause gina will just go on their fucking website and buy it herself. im so extremely sick of my family. im sick of how gina never got in trouble for burning 20 cds from me. im sick of how my mom goes along with gina in her sneaky plan to buy the same shoes as me behind my back. im sick of how she thinks shes ding all these right thngs for me when its just making me madder.
well i have to go get ready for my grandparents to take me out to lunch. then probably stay here for the rest of the day.
alone time. thats all i want.
i hate summer. i reall really want to go back to school.
Pissed Off ]
so laat night was a horrible night. well everything about yesterday sucked basically. gina really did get a pair of macbeths cause my mom told me that "her friend" got them in. you know what if she had to lie and tell me she was buying them for her friend then they shouldnt have done it at all. i mean if you have to lie about something so that you can do it behind someones back, it obviously shouldnt be done. atleast thats what my mom tells me. maybe she should take her own advice. cause now im not telling her anything. yeah i think shes catching on. i havent really talked to anyone in the house for a day. and i basically cried all of last night because i just wanted to go to sleep but i have problems sleeping and my mom thnks i was crying because i lost my money and her cellphone and because i cant sleep but i was crying becasue iwas fed up with gina and i cant take her anymore. and so i bsically cried my eyes out until i was too tired to cry anymore, not that i fell asleep. oh no. i busted out the rosary beads and startesd saying my hail marys. of course my mom had to show up after that when gina was asleep to see if i was still awake, which i was. and so she started the guessing game again, and she finally guessed gina. i mean how hard is it to guess that i was upset with gina. well anyway she got mad at me. not exactaly the reaction i was looking for. she said that shes my sister and that we have to get along and that maybe i should see someone about beig so mad with her. she says what gina does is suppose to go "in one ear and out the other." yeah its been going in one ear and out the othersince i was 10. and she basically felt no sympathy towards me. not that i needed it. i could really care less. she gives gina whatever she wants cause shes her favorite child.
great so my grandparents just called and theyre taking me out to lunch. oh right my mom thought one of my problems was being lonely. so i bet she rangled my grandparents up to take me out. i just want to be alone. i told her i didnt want to go anywhere. great now im crying.
i really dont know why im typing this. i had the urge to write it all down in a notebook so that i could get it off my chest, but i like typing better. so now your all in on my personal life. my mom doesnt understand me. at all.
oh and that sweatshirt i wanted to buy, well its black so i cant get it. and then when i was all depressed in my bed, she was like ill buy it for you. and i was like no, i dont need your sympathy, its black i wont get it. not that i was probably going to get it anyway, cause gina will just go on their fucking website and buy it herself. im so extremely sick of my family. im sick of how gina never got in trouble for burning 20 cds from me. im sick of how my mom goes along with gina in her sneaky plan to buy the same shoes as me behind my back. im sick of how she thinks shes ding all these right thngs for me when its just making me madder.
well i have to go get ready for my grandparents to take me out to lunch. then probably stay here for the rest of the day.
alone time. thats all i want.
i hate summer. i reall really want to go back to school.