somehow- i managed to overlook this entry- probably because i never really utilize my internets anymore.
i know it hurt you that i was having that issue when you needed me- but when things like that happen (i was scared to death and within reason) i tend to shut out people that mean the most to me, and i really didnt know what you wanted me to do... we broke each other in a period of 4 days-- i have no idea how we became complete strangers in those days... and then in less than 2 days we were better than ever.
are you aware we didnt fight over the weekend? in over a week even. thats really amaizng for us lately.
really though, i know most of ourproblems are me and my sometimes incredibly criplling lack of ability to do anything. but i try- i really do cause were worth the effort... and we play off each other so much that when one gets upset at the other- the other shuts that one out.
i really hope i am your air, because even though i could live without you, it would only motions and actions= not real life. the day i lose you for godo is the day i lose any spark that ever ignited me.
i know it hurt you that i was having that issue when you needed me- but when things like that happen (i was scared to death and within reason) i tend to shut out people that mean the most to me, and i really didnt know what you wanted me to do... we broke each other in a period of 4 days-- i have no idea how we became complete strangers in those days... and then in less than 2 days we were better than ever.
are you aware we didnt fight over the weekend? in over a week even. thats really amaizng for us lately.
really though, i know most of ourproblems are me and my sometimes incredibly criplling lack of ability to do anything. but i try- i really do cause were worth the effort... and we play off each other so much that when one gets upset at the other- the other shuts that one out.
i really hope i am your air, because even though i could live without you, it would only motions and actions= not real life. the day i lose you for godo is the day i lose any spark that ever ignited me.
i love you james buchanan.
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