long time...
Wow, have things have changed since the last post. Life was so simple and easy when I wrote that. Anyway, life is real crazy for me at the moment. I have all of these choices to make and I feel like I am being pulled in twelve diffent directions by two main groups: the parents and the friends. Here I am stretched thin in the middle. And with all of this added pressure of trying to make everyone happy, things with Kristen keep flip-flopping. One day its great, like always, and then other days it is insane. I mean, for a good couple of days I figured I was going to be single by about this time. But, things are back to where they should be. And I am content in that. All of said pressure left me so exausted and frustrated that I wanted to pull my hair out. So, I did....well kind of. Yes, for everyone that doesn't know or hasn't seen it yet...I have no hair. Its good tho...it was a good feeling. I was in desperate need of a change and that seems to have fulfilled that aspiration. So, day to day life is not all that bad. I get to escape from the house every now and again, but I am open to suggestions from all of those people that I have not seen in forever and I have been dieing to see...you know who you are. Hung out with Maddy, Michelle, and Kate last night..and beside some random drama, it was a good evening. I just hope that life ceases to aim it's shiny steel-toed boot at my balls and aim for at least a shin; Because I am fully aware that life is not done kicking the shit out of me yet. There is one person in the world that my life totally hinges on: when life is kicking me square in the balls, she is my protective testicle cup. Going on this theme, when things are good, life is good and things don't hurt, but when she is gone or mad at me, its steel-toe to testicles again. The saddest thing of all is that she doesn't even know that she is that shiny white plastic layer protecting my boys from certain and impending doom. Hey, I love you...and those words especially after certain events in my life don't come out but on rare occasion.
But, everything is good for the moment. I have a new art project which should help with everything that is going on...because "my art is my salvation". And just to think, the guy that said that hung himself. hmmmm...yep. Don't worry, I am not going to follow suit. I have lived through to much already to call it quits know. You all know me, I am not the suicide type. I am not the drama type either, so anyone trying to start some, don't start it with me because in my state of mind at the moment, you are liable to get your teeth very nicely handed back to you. For all those in my "audience", sorry the show hasn't been available for you to see for a while, but I am working on touring to a town near you. You people are the only people that I care about and thanks to everyone for all the support and love over the years. It truly means the world to me
Alright, that is enough for you all to read for now...hit up the cell and leave a message if you want to get in touch. At the moment, I am up for seeing anybody.
peace
But, everything is good for the moment. I have a new art project which should help with everything that is going on...because "my art is my salvation". And just to think, the guy that said that hung himself. hmmmm...yep. Don't worry, I am not going to follow suit. I have lived through to much already to call it quits know. You all know me, I am not the suicide type. I am not the drama type either, so anyone trying to start some, don't start it with me because in my state of mind at the moment, you are liable to get your teeth very nicely handed back to you. For all those in my "audience", sorry the show hasn't been available for you to see for a while, but I am working on touring to a town near you. You people are the only people that I care about and thanks to everyone for all the support and love over the years. It truly means the world to me
Alright, that is enough for you all to read for now...hit up the cell and leave a message if you want to get in touch. At the moment, I am up for seeing anybody.
peace