Well...jusg like you...my bf has been misstreating me...he's been putting pressure on me, he's been manipulating me and everything...and i already have like so many other issues in my life other than him and he just adds more to it....you know when you think you're happy you make yourself believe it...and than when it all comes down to reality what you thought made you happy...honnestly made you miserable and sick!...
He's been pushing me down, making me feel like shit...he's always finding excuses to fight...he'll take anything i say and try to pick a fight to it...and im the dumb one because im always like OMG im so sorry omg omg omg...this and that and just...really he should be the one apologising...he got to know me, he knows my weaknesses and he used those against me...
I was already somewhat depressed when i lost my mom and everything with my dad and stuff...and i thought when i met him, wow things will get better...but they only got worse...i lost some of my closest friends cause of him and i dont know...i just hate myself...im putting myself down...just when i told this to the doctor he's like...we'll run sone scans on you and nah nah nah...and when he got the results well i was diagnosed with clinical depression...i dont know i just donit even feel like myself =/ if that even makes sense...:(
He's been pushing me down, making me feel like shit...he's always finding excuses to fight...he'll take anything i say and try to pick a fight to it...and im the dumb one because im always like OMG im so sorry omg omg omg...this and that and just...really he should be the one apologising...he got to know me, he knows my weaknesses and he used those against me...
I was already somewhat depressed when i lost my mom and everything with my dad and stuff...and i thought when i met him, wow things will get better...but they only got worse...i lost some of my closest friends cause of him and i dont know...i just hate myself...im putting myself down...just when i told this to the doctor he's like...we'll run sone scans on you and nah nah nah...and when he got the results well i was diagnosed with clinical depression...i dont know i just donit even feel like myself =/ if that even makes sense...:(
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