Tears of the Night
So..... last night was the first time in awhile that I actually cried myself to sleep. It was horrible. I felt like someone was stabbing me deep in the heart... and that someone was me. I actually prayed too, I haven't done that in a while either.
I just started crying out of no where, well not necessarily out of no where but I didn't think I was going to start crying. I just need to concentrate on me. Do me and do what I need to do for myself to get through this shit. If that's selfish then so be it. Hell, I'm worried about my health too; physical and mental. I could see myself goin crazy over my shit.
While cryin myself to sleep I felt extra lonely, like I had no one. That's how I felt at the time and that didn't help cause I just cried even more.
I just started crying out of no where, well not necessarily out of no where but I didn't think I was going to start crying. I just need to concentrate on me. Do me and do what I need to do for myself to get through this shit. If that's selfish then so be it. Hell, I'm worried about my health too; physical and mental. I could see myself goin crazy over my shit.
While cryin myself to sleep I felt extra lonely, like I had no one. That's how I felt at the time and that didn't help cause I just cried even more.