FUCK
i fuckin wish i knew what to do with myself. making the biggest fuckin decision ive ever had to make and i just toke it away. for a few hours, it all doesnt seem that bad. its just... seeing the humour in every situation. not even laughing openly, but even just laughing in your mind at a movie like "army of darkness" even though its fucking sick. funny, but sick. woah what the fuck.
it also pisses me off when drinkers get after smokers... i mean, why not all just accept each others decisions. some like to be high, some like to be drunk. there is no better or worse, just different. different lifestyles. different escapes. so why not accept that?
oh yea on a nice note, i went to see sophie's musical tonight with george!!! it was sacred heart's "the music man". sophie was amazing! woooot
man theres no fuckin way i can keep up with it all. im driving myself insane. and i can't just drop something... its more complicated than that unfortunately because life is fucking complicated. today i was at home for more than 2 hours at a time for probably a month... it was such a relief. and i know itll be another month before i get to just chill. why cant i go somewhere to relax... i still think we should go to wentworth for a weekend, right alice?? :D
so i dont really know what the fuck im doing or what the fuck i just wrote but i know that writing pissed off sentences with the word fuck alot somehow makes me feel better. i think it rubs off on my speech as well, i say fuck alot lately. fuck.
oh, one last thing, justin finally admitted to being a stoner. took long enough man.
"philosophers will philosophize, and humankind will survive... individuality not so sure, stone fox reminds me i'm alive..."
-the delegates
it also pisses me off when drinkers get after smokers... i mean, why not all just accept each others decisions. some like to be high, some like to be drunk. there is no better or worse, just different. different lifestyles. different escapes. so why not accept that?
oh yea on a nice note, i went to see sophie's musical tonight with george!!! it was sacred heart's "the music man". sophie was amazing! woooot
man theres no fuckin way i can keep up with it all. im driving myself insane. and i can't just drop something... its more complicated than that unfortunately because life is fucking complicated. today i was at home for more than 2 hours at a time for probably a month... it was such a relief. and i know itll be another month before i get to just chill. why cant i go somewhere to relax... i still think we should go to wentworth for a weekend, right alice?? :D
so i dont really know what the fuck im doing or what the fuck i just wrote but i know that writing pissed off sentences with the word fuck alot somehow makes me feel better. i think it rubs off on my speech as well, i say fuck alot lately. fuck.
oh, one last thing, justin finally admitted to being a stoner. took long enough man.
"philosophers will philosophize, and humankind will survive... individuality not so sure, stone fox reminds me i'm alive..."
-the delegates