take off that fake smile i dont need it
sometimes i wonder what the fuck goes through peoples minds... i mean, some people just dont give a shit. I guess, i just dont understand how so many people are just so fuckin lazy, so fuckin selfish, and they just dont get it... they dont fucking understand how to be decent. im not talking being an amazing, compassionate, intelligent person, im talking just being decent. these days its virtually impossible to find anyone who is merely decent, let alone someone who you really can connect with. it's like everyone has alterior motives... noone ACTUALLY cares. they can pretend to if it looks good for them, or maybe they sincerely do or did... but then one day they just decide that they dont have the time for you, they dont care about you... and thats it. it doesnt matter if it was a week or years, what is there to do when someone who you thought was close to you just one day decides they dont want anything to do with you (unless of course it benefits them. then they'll pretend to know you again.). you just gotta take it. pretend it doesnt bother you. im fucking sick of that... everyone deserves more respect than that. if you dont want anything to do with me just tell me, dont play any fucking games and put on a false smile. it just hurts more.
for some reason respect is something hard to get. what the fuck does that say for our society.
for some reason respect is something hard to get. what the fuck does that say for our society.