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Feb 03, 2006 03:55

so hellogoodbye panic at the disco and the academy is put on the best concert that ive been to in forever.
the academy is completes me right now.
the drummer of hellogoodbye and p at the d are tot beaut.
i love spending the money i dont have on concerts that complete me.
its worth not having any money ive figured out.
thats what summers for.
working and making money. i guess...

i lvoe seeing sean dizzle and other randoms at every concert i ever go to. a;skdfahhahahaha
oh so funny.

can i say how stupid i am?
because i suck at life alot of times and i dont know why i just dont go for things.
wait i do...

so whos selfish and whos sorry?

im so sick of getting sad every night.
then calling sarah and then we both feel the same way and we both get sad.
like last weekend i was having a wonderful time, with my bff and then couldnt help but get super depressed...
too bad i cant help it.
too bad guys are assholes.
too bad not all guys are and those are the ones that want bitchy/wrong girls.
too bad my life sucks alot(at times).

dont belive a word a word you heard about me.

i love my friends.
i hate sluts.
esp ones that pretend to be your friends.
and that lie to you.
i have no fucking respect for you.
sorry.
we arent friends.

i love having eye/ concert sex with the beautiful bassist that you tell you love while screaming and pushing your way to the front.
it really is the best feeling in the entire world.
thats how sad my life is right now.

right now im really stressed about school/money/people/girls/boys etc.
sometimes i really need to vent but feel noone understands.

butttttttttt my birthdya is in 9 days
well 8 i guess now. adf;lkja
i love birthdays but noone else does so its just not as good.
i get to see my volleyball team play and my family next week.
im really excited.
and my bff comes here.
so really, its good enough for me.

oh well.
im going to go sleep in my empty room all alone because marrrry left me.
its ok though because i kind of like it.
alot.
i dont want to go into my loft, its too high and far... i cant wait for my apartment and not lofted bed and own private bathroom.

i love not having friday classes any more.
i miss my old friends too.
as much as i love college i still would kill to go back to junior year and do it all over agian.
ive decided that was my high point.

im going to update more because i jsut realized how much i like it.

some people make my day just by talking to me.
i should probably tell them.
some people might appreciate that.
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