M

Apr 19, 2005 20:02


Mike,

I remember the first day I talked to you, you were there for me from day one and now that's gone but just know deep inside that frienship will never end because it's so hard these days to find a guy friend who is there for you and has time for you. You have been makin my wish list come true I finally found a true friend and you knew I always wanted to talk to Pharrell and you made it happen and anyone could of just not called me from Virginia just so I can talk to him in New Years and got me an autograph but was too late for you to send it since God took you away from me but that doesn't matter I didn't go to your funeral becuause I just couldn't imagin my supa star passed away it just seemed like a dream. It was my birthday when you were buried which was more difficult ohh by the way thanks for sayin Happy Birthday in my dream I loved it Dont't think I wasnt happy cuz I woke up and crying for hours I was just so sad and I wanted it to be just a dream that you were gone but it wasnt it was reality. I was just sitting in my bed talkin to Sean remember my love? you remember him... well anyways I was just telling him how I wish God can bring you back and he said he wished that too but I told him but you don't even know him and he said well all the nice things your saying seems like hes a very nice guy and your more than that your One in a Million now I know why you didn't like sayin bye everytime we talked on the phone and I'm sorry I didn't call you back the last time you called you know I was going through some issues and I will never forget your last words "I'm here for you mama talk to you later I love you"Remember I recorded you and Pharrell on my phone now it's so hard to listen to it. I feel so emply inside only you can fulfill it but one day I will see you and I know you will be waiting for me and we can go skateboarding like you always wanted and we can watch Viva la Bam and watch that episode you were in man I can't hold this anymore if you see me cry dont be sad be glad your still and remain in my heart I LOVE YOU MIKE! and I will pray for your soul may it rest in peace Lil skateboard M

~*Leticia*~
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