Meeting my Mom....
So Justin met my mom today.... it supposedly went well.... she has nothing against him, she says he's a nice guy.... then she told me not to let anyone play with my emotions and to not let anyone break my heart.... meh... I don't know what to think about that....
So we took Aparna out to eat, and then hung out at the tennis courts for a bit...
Aparna and I went for a walk.... we walked 1.6miles....seriously. The best part was that I wasn't out of breath, me legs werent sore, and best of all, I didn't die :-D
So now I'm watching 'Dude where's the party?' with Aparna, but I have this incessant craving for milk and cookies....
I miss Justin. It's funny how that happens, because I see him practically everyday. He starts his fast tommorrow... supposedly, he's been procrastinating, and I think it's because I'm getting in his way.....
I really need to start getting back on track with my homework and shit....
I also need to find a job....
I still haven't heard from the housing people, so I don't know if I even have a room assignment, and so I can't make the decision of whether or not I should room with Cici and Laken or not....
I don't know what the hell is going on with these stupid mood swings I keep getting.... not only am I miserable because of them, I make everyone else around me misearble.... I feel like such a downer.....
I need to get back in shape....
Random interjection: I hate how I'm adapting my mother's habits and traits.... sometimes I wish she weren't such a stron influence in my life... I don't always show it... but I'm weary of guys, and I have so many trust issues because of her..... DAMMIT! This is getting too complicated, too much to explain, I give up....
I'm just gona go get my milk and cookies now....
So we took Aparna out to eat, and then hung out at the tennis courts for a bit...
Aparna and I went for a walk.... we walked 1.6miles....seriously. The best part was that I wasn't out of breath, me legs werent sore, and best of all, I didn't die :-D
So now I'm watching 'Dude where's the party?' with Aparna, but I have this incessant craving for milk and cookies....
I miss Justin. It's funny how that happens, because I see him practically everyday. He starts his fast tommorrow... supposedly, he's been procrastinating, and I think it's because I'm getting in his way.....
I really need to start getting back on track with my homework and shit....
I also need to find a job....
I still haven't heard from the housing people, so I don't know if I even have a room assignment, and so I can't make the decision of whether or not I should room with Cici and Laken or not....
I don't know what the hell is going on with these stupid mood swings I keep getting.... not only am I miserable because of them, I make everyone else around me misearble.... I feel like such a downer.....
I need to get back in shape....
Random interjection: I hate how I'm adapting my mother's habits and traits.... sometimes I wish she weren't such a stron influence in my life... I don't always show it... but I'm weary of guys, and I have so many trust issues because of her..... DAMMIT! This is getting too complicated, too much to explain, I give up....
I'm just gona go get my milk and cookies now....