I finally grew some balls
I told my work that I resign my interest in management because I can't do that and be in school. I told them I no longer want 40 hours, and failure to comply would lead to my resignation. It's awesome when you finally get leverage in a union job, because as long as I am there they kind of have to listen.
So my last 40 hour week for a while is next week. I will have three days off of my choosing no matter what.
I know that me quitting is coming soon anyway. Life is too short to be confined to King fucking Soopers. I may even try to get a job at Whole Foods in Belmar. If I could 10, 30 hours, that would be bad ass.
More time for school, friends, family. Everything.
I am excited because I had yet another nervous breakdown about my test today. I don't know why I am so worried. I feel that if I don't get crazy good grades then I am fucked, which is not true. I guess another part of it is that I want to show that I am an intellectual force to be reckon with, and show up those in the past who tried to typecast me into mediocrity or stupidity.
I guess that it mainly comes from the fact that I had never gotten straight A's until last year and while there was so much pain, struggle, and sacrfice nothing felt better or more validating than receiving those grades.
So my last 40 hour week for a while is next week. I will have three days off of my choosing no matter what.
I know that me quitting is coming soon anyway. Life is too short to be confined to King fucking Soopers. I may even try to get a job at Whole Foods in Belmar. If I could 10, 30 hours, that would be bad ass.
More time for school, friends, family. Everything.
I am excited because I had yet another nervous breakdown about my test today. I don't know why I am so worried. I feel that if I don't get crazy good grades then I am fucked, which is not true. I guess another part of it is that I want to show that I am an intellectual force to be reckon with, and show up those in the past who tried to typecast me into mediocrity or stupidity.
I guess that it mainly comes from the fact that I had never gotten straight A's until last year and while there was so much pain, struggle, and sacrfice nothing felt better or more validating than receiving those grades.