Apr 21, 2010 08:00
Frustrated. Between a rock and a hard place. Have reached a saturation point with caring about certain things, but I have to continue anyway. The alternative is worse. I just have a few more hoops to jump through, then things will even out.
I'm looking forward to a life change, I'm just impatient. I'm looking forward to burning all the dead wood, clearing it out and starting fresh.
Where did all the time go? All that time at Starbucks feels like a weird void in my memory. Did I really spend 10 months at that wreched place? God, they tried to make me one of them. Didn't work. It's a good thing.
In a lot of ways I am making some good progress, even though it doesn't always feel like it.