Why do I feel this way?
Why do I feel so empty? I feel like I am missing out on a lot of things. I dont understand. I kinda miss hanging out with my friends. I love being with Drew everyday...but I've been thinking...If we are together EVERYDAY now...how is it going to be 10 years from now? I dont know. Its scary!
I am really depressed...lately anyway. I dont know why. A lot is going on...that I cant really explain. But I am scared to see the conclusion of it all.
I miss my brother I wish he was here still so I had someone to talk to about things...but hes not. I try to talk to Drew about things but a lot of things he doesnt understand or Im just not ready to talk about it with him yet. I love him so much and I want to be with him forever...but its hard lately. We fight a lot. I hate it. And usually it is over stupid ass shit. Why cant we be like how we used to be. I miss us being all lovey dovey...cuteness and shit. I wish we were still like that. I mean we are but just not as much as we used to be. We are happy, dont get me wrong we just dont get along all the time...and I know in relationships you are going to have little misunderstandings buuut EVERYDAY? Its over pointless stuff too. I dont know.
Like I said Drew is an awesome guy and shit but I am so depressed. I dont know. I hate feeling this way. I just want to sleep the days away. Its not fair. I am 16 years old...I shouldnt feel this way. When we fight too I thought that we WERE supposed to talk about it but when I try he doesnt listen. I dont know some of you understand. I got to go though...
TTYL
<3 Drew
I am really depressed...lately anyway. I dont know why. A lot is going on...that I cant really explain. But I am scared to see the conclusion of it all.
I miss my brother I wish he was here still so I had someone to talk to about things...but hes not. I try to talk to Drew about things but a lot of things he doesnt understand or Im just not ready to talk about it with him yet. I love him so much and I want to be with him forever...but its hard lately. We fight a lot. I hate it. And usually it is over stupid ass shit. Why cant we be like how we used to be. I miss us being all lovey dovey...cuteness and shit. I wish we were still like that. I mean we are but just not as much as we used to be. We are happy, dont get me wrong we just dont get along all the time...and I know in relationships you are going to have little misunderstandings buuut EVERYDAY? Its over pointless stuff too. I dont know.
Like I said Drew is an awesome guy and shit but I am so depressed. I dont know. I hate feeling this way. I just want to sleep the days away. Its not fair. I am 16 years old...I shouldnt feel this way. When we fight too I thought that we WERE supposed to talk about it but when I try he doesnt listen. I dont know some of you understand. I got to go though...
TTYL
<3 Drew