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I can't seem to get it right. The video, I've edited the footage a dozen times, and its just not right. It doesn't seem right. Doesn't seem to tell the story of what happened at the high school right. The fight was unlike any of the movies I could think of. There was so much carnage, so much hurt and screaming. I was in the infirmary trying to help the wounded with India. There was so much of it. So many people came in needed medical attention. I kept wanting to curl up and scream to make it stop, I wanted it to all go away.
Paige died. She was a medic, someone who helped patched up my burns from the attack from the house. She was so nice, how could she be dead? They said she went down taking Ashmore with her, almost like how Gandalf fell taking down the Balrog in Moria. But she's not coming back, she's not going to come back as a white wizard. She's gone forever. I don't like that, I don't want her gone forever. She should be able to come back, same with every other solider that died.
Since it ended I've been at home, trying to edit this just right. Its hard, I can't seem to get it right. I don't know how people edit these things right. I think the hardest part, is that I found something on my flim. Something that I didn't flim. Something that Paige and a few others had filmed when I must of been busy or sleeping. ALl of them talked into the camerea saying things in case they didn't survive. Paige was the only one that didn't survive though. I found it eariler this week, it was as if she was speaking from the grave, like Tasha Yar did once when she died in ST:NG. It was almost exactly like that, except a video instead of a hologram.
I should give it to someone else. To Captain Jack Morgann, he was her commanding officer. But i want it to be well presented first. I want to get this video right before I give it to everyone. I want to do it right for the ones we lost and Paige. Why can't I seem to make it right?
Paige died. She was a medic, someone who helped patched up my burns from the attack from the house. She was so nice, how could she be dead? They said she went down taking Ashmore with her, almost like how Gandalf fell taking down the Balrog in Moria. But she's not coming back, she's not going to come back as a white wizard. She's gone forever. I don't like that, I don't want her gone forever. She should be able to come back, same with every other solider that died.
Since it ended I've been at home, trying to edit this just right. Its hard, I can't seem to get it right. I don't know how people edit these things right. I think the hardest part, is that I found something on my flim. Something that I didn't flim. Something that Paige and a few others had filmed when I must of been busy or sleeping. ALl of them talked into the camerea saying things in case they didn't survive. Paige was the only one that didn't survive though. I found it eariler this week, it was as if she was speaking from the grave, like Tasha Yar did once when she died in ST:NG. It was almost exactly like that, except a video instead of a hologram.
I should give it to someone else. To Captain Jack Morgann, he was her commanding officer. But i want it to be well presented first. I want to get this video right before I give it to everyone. I want to do it right for the ones we lost and Paige. Why can't I seem to make it right?