I Miss It.......
Man, I miss living in Worcester. As much as I love Millbury and everything in it, I truly miss living where I used to. I miss being able to just go over Matt's and stay up all night playing videogames like we used to. I miss being able to just call up Matt, Mike, John, Kenny and Nick and having all of us meet at the park and play football for hours on end. I miss how we used to go into Matt's backyard, and play baseball there from 8 in the morning until we couldn't see the ball anymore. I miss the paintball games we used to play all over the village. I miss all the shit we used to get into just because we were bored. I miss just letting loose, and not giving a fuck, and doing whatever I wanted, no matter how much trouble I'd get into if I was caught. I miss how close we all were, and how we used to go to school together, and just fuck around all day, and how we ruled the school. I miss the football games during recess, the long hot summer days of playing baseball in the tennis courts, when we used to buy tons of water, and stay there for hours. I miss how we used to hurt ourselves, just to make everyone else laugh. I have so many good memories here in Millbury, but I don't think any of them compare to the ones I used to have. I used to be able to just sit back, and relax, and get rid of everything in sports, like we used to. That's the thing I miss the most, the sports. Sure, me and Dave go out and play catch with a football and baseball every now and then, but it's not the same. It's not actual competition, and as a conmpetitor, that's what I need. I miss it, and every though I wouldn't be the person I am today if I stayed there, I can't honestly say that if I had the choice to stay there, even if I knew the outcome, I would've moved. I always wonder what life would be like if I stayed there. If I stayed in Worcester schools, would I have been #1 in the class like I was? Would I be as involved as I am now? I don't know, btu I would've liked to find out. But whatever, can't change anything.