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Ever just sit in bed and cry non-stop for a good amount of time? Yeah, that was me tonight. Sometimes I just wish I was dead, because its just too painful to live (look, I'm not suicidal, so don't think that). I just wish there was someone I could go to at 3:15 in the morning, sit there, and talk to, to be held by, and all that stuff. It just seems like right now, I'm alone in life. I know I'm not, but that's how it feels. I never thought talking to someone could be so painful, but sometimes it can be the most painful thing in the world...........