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Dave - Gone
Bill - Gone
Al - Gone
Julia - Gone
Amy - Gone
Andy - Gone
Some of the people closest to me are gone. The only people I have left that are really close to me are TBJ and Kait. I'm sad. But, it's not what you think. Those four people are gone, but it's not them that I miss. It's strange, I mis some of the people that used to be in my life that hurt me the most. I've been thinking alot about Steph, Mary Beth, and Sarin, and I realized that they're the reason I've been so down lately. I wish I could go back, and make everything right with them. I mean, I was so happy when I was with then, especially Mary Beth, and they've all been out of my life for quite some time now, and it hurts knowing I'll never have what I used to with them again. It's probably good in some situations, but in others, it's not. All of you who know me, and who saw me in the time I was with any of these girls, know how I couldn't have ever been happier than when I was with them. But, like Heraclitus wrote, "You can never sep into the same river twice. An opportunity lost is an opportunity lost forever". Sometimes I wish that wssn't true, but it is, and it sucks. Oh well, I just wonder sometimes.......
Bill - Gone
Al - Gone
Julia - Gone
Amy - Gone
Andy - Gone
Some of the people closest to me are gone. The only people I have left that are really close to me are TBJ and Kait. I'm sad. But, it's not what you think. Those four people are gone, but it's not them that I miss. It's strange, I mis some of the people that used to be in my life that hurt me the most. I've been thinking alot about Steph, Mary Beth, and Sarin, and I realized that they're the reason I've been so down lately. I wish I could go back, and make everything right with them. I mean, I was so happy when I was with then, especially Mary Beth, and they've all been out of my life for quite some time now, and it hurts knowing I'll never have what I used to with them again. It's probably good in some situations, but in others, it's not. All of you who know me, and who saw me in the time I was with any of these girls, know how I couldn't have ever been happier than when I was with them. But, like Heraclitus wrote, "You can never sep into the same river twice. An opportunity lost is an opportunity lost forever". Sometimes I wish that wssn't true, but it is, and it sucks. Oh well, I just wonder sometimes.......