From the Jerz
Dear Journal,
I thought I would feel just awful being up here but it's not too bad. I have missed out on a couple of really great events ( I.e. friends' birthdays, kayaking trip, etc.) I like being up here so far because I've gotten the opportunity to learn more about Shane's mom who is like the most amazing mom in the world. She talked to me about certain issues I was having with Shane and she's just so sympathetic. We've also spent time talking about life in general as well as people. I miss my friends terribly when I talk about them to her. We've been hanging out with friends. Greg Marsh is the coolest. We were at his place when we road-tripped earlier this year and he's so funny and nice. Danielle Belsky is also a sweetheart. I met her the last time we flew here when she had a party at Rutgers for Valentine's day. We had good times playing apples to apples and drinking wine at her place yesterday. We have several invitations for other things coming up so we'll see.
Concern: I'm a little worried because Shane is sowing a few seeds here as in to move back here. I don't know that I would just up and move to Jersey without any real sign of commitment. Daddy didn't raise no fool. It's all gravy but there's only so much that can happen. We'll se how things play out. I would hate to sell the bedroom set my daddy worked so hard to buy for me. I would hate to not see my friends for prolonged periods of time. There would be no reason but my daddy to go visit down there and that would be hard. Also, there's no progress on my schooling. I'm a little scared. I don't want more time to pass me by. We'll see.
Til next time,
Genesis
I thought I would feel just awful being up here but it's not too bad. I have missed out on a couple of really great events ( I.e. friends' birthdays, kayaking trip, etc.) I like being up here so far because I've gotten the opportunity to learn more about Shane's mom who is like the most amazing mom in the world. She talked to me about certain issues I was having with Shane and she's just so sympathetic. We've also spent time talking about life in general as well as people. I miss my friends terribly when I talk about them to her. We've been hanging out with friends. Greg Marsh is the coolest. We were at his place when we road-tripped earlier this year and he's so funny and nice. Danielle Belsky is also a sweetheart. I met her the last time we flew here when she had a party at Rutgers for Valentine's day. We had good times playing apples to apples and drinking wine at her place yesterday. We have several invitations for other things coming up so we'll see.
Concern: I'm a little worried because Shane is sowing a few seeds here as in to move back here. I don't know that I would just up and move to Jersey without any real sign of commitment. Daddy didn't raise no fool. It's all gravy but there's only so much that can happen. We'll se how things play out. I would hate to sell the bedroom set my daddy worked so hard to buy for me. I would hate to not see my friends for prolonged periods of time. There would be no reason but my daddy to go visit down there and that would be hard. Also, there's no progress on my schooling. I'm a little scared. I don't want more time to pass me by. We'll see.
Til next time,
Genesis