Guys
I try to understand what guys think and why they do the things they do. Sometimes its just so confusing, and they said girls are hard to understand, I think it is a mutal thing. Just want to know what they are thinking sometimes and I wish that guys would just come out and say what they are thinking. It bothers me sometimes that they just stare or something and its like just say it, get it out in the open. You can predict what that person will do or say once you get it out there but it is better to get it out then let it consume you from the inside out.
My poem of the week :) Ya I know it is late sorry
Your eyes they burn down to my soul
It scares me sometimes as much as you know
How can you be so near and so far at the same time
You will not be able to break the barriers I have made
Around my heart and body
They are imperviable to everyone
I cannot afford to let anyone in anymore
They cause destruction and pain
And my fragil heart cannot take it
not now nor in the near future
I must be strong on my own
It will be hard but I now have a heart of stone
Your eyes your touch they burn with passion
Passion that will hurt in the end
I am trying to be strong on my own first
before I have to rely on others for help
It is the only way to survive in this world
Must be strong to not let the world or people crush you
Im only protecting myself
I am protecting you from me
I know it is depressing, I dont know I like depressing poems they have this thing about them that makes them just irrestistable to me. I dont know sorry. But not everything is happy and good in the world. I may have an optimistic view but when I write it is very pessimistic.
OK later my home fries it is late and need to study for me three exams this week so I can chill the other weeks to come.
My poem of the week :) Ya I know it is late sorry
Your eyes they burn down to my soul
It scares me sometimes as much as you know
How can you be so near and so far at the same time
You will not be able to break the barriers I have made
Around my heart and body
They are imperviable to everyone
I cannot afford to let anyone in anymore
They cause destruction and pain
And my fragil heart cannot take it
not now nor in the near future
I must be strong on my own
It will be hard but I now have a heart of stone
Your eyes your touch they burn with passion
Passion that will hurt in the end
I am trying to be strong on my own first
before I have to rely on others for help
It is the only way to survive in this world
Must be strong to not let the world or people crush you
Im only protecting myself
I am protecting you from me
I know it is depressing, I dont know I like depressing poems they have this thing about them that makes them just irrestistable to me. I dont know sorry. But not everything is happy and good in the world. I may have an optimistic view but when I write it is very pessimistic.
OK later my home fries it is late and need to study for me three exams this week so I can chill the other weeks to come.