New Look
I have recently looked at my clothing selection and came to the conclusion that I am dressing a little more girly than I have been. It is weird I am usually the tom boy type but for some reason I have been dressing in skirts and shorts and stuff that I normally dont wear. Man I am becoming a girly girl....ahhhhhh. I cant tell if that is a bad thing or a good thing.
Other than that I went and had my hair done by my hair stylist. I pretty much tell her she can do whatever she wants to my hair, because it is only hair it grows back! So she cut it and curled it so my curls come out a little more than usual which is different for me. But everyone says it looks good but I dont know yet. Sometimes you have to deal with it for a couple days and then you get to like it and then it grows a little and then you hate it again. It is just a vicious cycle. Cant put pics up of it cause I dont know how to but I would if I knew, sorry.
I am nervous about school though. I get that way sometimes. I have anxiaty attacks sometimes when I get really nervous, and I really havent gotten any lately until just recently, how wierd. But I am just nervous about school and roomies and oh man everything. I get the anxiety from my dad, he used to get it alot, that is why he never went out. But I will be fine, once I get settled in my surroundings. I am really excited too, but I worry about mom, she will be here at the house alone, she has the animals but I feel bad leaving her alone like this. I tried to get her a bf but she doesnt want one so I suggested a companian (a person just to hang with). She blew me off like usual, It was just a suggestion, geeze.
I also want to appologize if I have been a little on edge lately, just that time again and I get that way b4 and after. I think all girls get that way. Man living with all my roomies (girls) we will be fighting for the bathroom, know what they say, when girls live with girls for a while they pick up the cycle... so we get to look forward to that... I know I am wierd, cant help it just that way.
Other than that I went and had my hair done by my hair stylist. I pretty much tell her she can do whatever she wants to my hair, because it is only hair it grows back! So she cut it and curled it so my curls come out a little more than usual which is different for me. But everyone says it looks good but I dont know yet. Sometimes you have to deal with it for a couple days and then you get to like it and then it grows a little and then you hate it again. It is just a vicious cycle. Cant put pics up of it cause I dont know how to but I would if I knew, sorry.
I am nervous about school though. I get that way sometimes. I have anxiaty attacks sometimes when I get really nervous, and I really havent gotten any lately until just recently, how wierd. But I am just nervous about school and roomies and oh man everything. I get the anxiety from my dad, he used to get it alot, that is why he never went out. But I will be fine, once I get settled in my surroundings. I am really excited too, but I worry about mom, she will be here at the house alone, she has the animals but I feel bad leaving her alone like this. I tried to get her a bf but she doesnt want one so I suggested a companian (a person just to hang with). She blew me off like usual, It was just a suggestion, geeze.
I also want to appologize if I have been a little on edge lately, just that time again and I get that way b4 and after. I think all girls get that way. Man living with all my roomies (girls) we will be fighting for the bathroom, know what they say, when girls live with girls for a while they pick up the cycle... so we get to look forward to that... I know I am wierd, cant help it just that way.