Aug 23, 2006 00:37
I'm not sure what to make of this.
I feel torn.
It's depressing. . .
I thought I was done with this feeling.
Then again, I'm not really. . . losing, right?
This could only be for the better.
I'm probably going to be horribly irritable for the next. . . very long while. If you have to deal with me, I apologize in advance. My lack of involvement will drive me to new heights of anger.
I just. . .
I don't want it to end like this,
But I feel like it will.
And I'm usually right.
Please let me be wrong. . .