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ill start by saying AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!
mmmm yea taht felt good....so im not gonna fill everyone one in on how lifes been lately i just need some ventng time... I think it hilarious, sadly hilarious if its possible, how life can be so amazingly wonderful and than in like a day everything changes..like in the song the lyrics go "in a moment everything can change..." tahts so true...well yea im having mood swings about this like one day im like whatever its cool then im like fuck i wish everything could go back to the way it was...but i dont think tahts going to happen...at least not ne time soon...but who konws...no one does...so you never know what could happen...ahhhh idk..for all those who know what im talking about thanks for the help through the ups and downs it was nice...i guess things like this are just another one of your many experiences in life and i shuld probably be trying to learn form this or find some positives or sumthing..its just really hard especailly when your emotions were so strong...oh well it was awesome while it lasted...im surprised i waited so long to updat but ive just been thinking alot not taht i always am but just thinking more taht usual...hmmm yea i hope this works itself out and turns out for the best...im thinking ill just go with the flow of things and hopefully that will take me to where i want to be..i odnt know there that is right now but i think ill konw when im at taht point...yea im for real rambling but this is really heloing me clear my mind so i may be able to go to sleep now....ok im out...for now......
mmmm yea taht felt good....so im not gonna fill everyone one in on how lifes been lately i just need some ventng time... I think it hilarious, sadly hilarious if its possible, how life can be so amazingly wonderful and than in like a day everything changes..like in the song the lyrics go "in a moment everything can change..." tahts so true...well yea im having mood swings about this like one day im like whatever its cool then im like fuck i wish everything could go back to the way it was...but i dont think tahts going to happen...at least not ne time soon...but who konws...no one does...so you never know what could happen...ahhhh idk..for all those who know what im talking about thanks for the help through the ups and downs it was nice...i guess things like this are just another one of your many experiences in life and i shuld probably be trying to learn form this or find some positives or sumthing..its just really hard especailly when your emotions were so strong...oh well it was awesome while it lasted...im surprised i waited so long to updat but ive just been thinking alot not taht i always am but just thinking more taht usual...hmmm yea i hope this works itself out and turns out for the best...im thinking ill just go with the flow of things and hopefully that will take me to where i want to be..i odnt know there that is right now but i think ill konw when im at taht point...yea im for real rambling but this is really heloing me clear my mind so i may be able to go to sleep now....ok im out...for now......