Venting......
OK im still deciding what im going to say because i really dont want to offend any one or start any thing i just need to vent so im just gonna start typiong and see what comes out...so tonight im doing absolutley nothing usually i would go out and like chill somehwere with my friends...i have friends right..what is a friend..arent your friends supposed to want to hang out with you given taht you llike arent annoying them or ahvent done ne thing right..im not wrong ot think this right...people are definetly going to think im making a big deal about something so small but is it that small...i dont nkow if people realiz but life is really depresiing to think about i mean weere born we live and then we die..everyone eventually will die but somepeople i dont think really realize taht..like life isnt something you see in the movies or on tv..this is real..we could die like any time any where...hmm rambling rambling....theres alot going on in my head right now...basically i guess im just upset taht pepole i thouhgt iwas really cool wiht that were like my true real friends would be so weirdi konw that is nt the right word but like i said i really dont wnat to offend ne one im just venting...hmm idk...i gues tehre are alott of words do describe them..jealous, ignorant literally, weirdm idk the list goes on...why do pepole segregate their friends..why do pepole say things they dont mean or atleast you hope they dont mean or you hope they doo...wow im reading this over and it makes like no sense but tahts becuse im leving so much out right now..like if you read this tell me if your confused so i can explain it just promins oyu ont get mad....idk how to end this cause idk if it really began..lets just say im alittle dissapointed and im saying nothing more...to all of thoes that consider themselves my friend and you think im talking to you in this entry dont get mad or ne thing or assume im mad or assume im blowing this out of proportion just when you want to listen and youir not "blinded by ingnorance" ask me and ill fill you in...umm yea i guess im done that was some pretty good hard core venting..to go to something more happy...my weekend was good i guess...im watchin the super bowl at hayleys so that will be funn....ok i think im gonna go now...so comment if you like...if you can comment on this..f it makes ne sense..to ne one...idk..ok im done..thats it..for now...