it was all so stupid.
"Franny! Throw me a Birthday Party, meow i love you!" is all ive been hearing for the last three weeks from my friend celeste. i love this girl but seriously she treats me like im her girlfriend sometimes and its way to fucking much. ive got my own shit to deal with i dont need yours. im not selfish, i just know where my energy needs to be put, and its not with her.
tonight was her b-day party, shes got no friends so i had to beg lance to invite all his friends to the yard house. everythings fine, we're laughing, talking whatever. then lances bestfriend justin (my old roomate for about a year) freaks out on me and just starts yelling... b/c he had the hots for some chick and i said "she acts like a whore but wont put out, dont waste your time" He says " quit talking shit your such a chick " Blah blah blah. See, if i was a guy it'd be more like " oh thanks bro for lookin out " but becasue it came from me, im crazy. then it turned into this huge yelling thing, me and three boys. im DD, they're all drunk, im crying, i miss the on ramp, drive 15 more minutes then i was supposed to. i really hate booze and what it does to people. damn. these straight edge kids must have it good, or at least better.
~~~~~TOMROROW!!!~~~~~
at least im seeing Billy Idol, Blondie and DEVO! god. i hope tomorrow isnt filled with stupid people with their thoughts.
to top it off i didnt even do my homework thats due at 9am, (thats in 8 1/2 hours) I'm fucked. (i really gotta stop putting my energy into other people anc focus on myself)
-frank
tonight was her b-day party, shes got no friends so i had to beg lance to invite all his friends to the yard house. everythings fine, we're laughing, talking whatever. then lances bestfriend justin (my old roomate for about a year) freaks out on me and just starts yelling... b/c he had the hots for some chick and i said "she acts like a whore but wont put out, dont waste your time" He says " quit talking shit your such a chick " Blah blah blah. See, if i was a guy it'd be more like " oh thanks bro for lookin out " but becasue it came from me, im crazy. then it turned into this huge yelling thing, me and three boys. im DD, they're all drunk, im crying, i miss the on ramp, drive 15 more minutes then i was supposed to. i really hate booze and what it does to people. damn. these straight edge kids must have it good, or at least better.
~~~~~TOMROROW!!!~~~~~
at least im seeing Billy Idol, Blondie and DEVO! god. i hope tomorrow isnt filled with stupid people with their thoughts.
to top it off i didnt even do my homework thats due at 9am, (thats in 8 1/2 hours) I'm fucked. (i really gotta stop putting my energy into other people anc focus on myself)
-frank