May 15, 2007 18:33
i totally forgot i had one of these
and an extreme amount of things have changed since
i've been on.
i'm definately not with bobby anymore lmao.
i've actually been dating brandon for almost two years now.
and i am extremely in love with him. he completes me.
and when i look back at this thing i realize how much i've changed
and how much everything and everyone has changed.
i hardly have any friends anymore.
well at least any that i actually like.
and half of the ones i do like live in trenton.
Jess is my bestfriend; that's one thing that
hasn't changed. she understands me like
no one else. I literally think we're suppose
to be sisters, like thats how well she gets me
i love her.
me and hailee still talk, but it kind of sucks
because we're not as close as we used to be.
we both just kind of drifted our seperate ways
and i mean i know deep down we're both the
same people, but things change, and people
get older. i guess that's what you could say.
but at least i know we'll always be there for
each other when we need it, even if we don't
hang out everyday. we just have that kind of
friendship. i miss her, but i love her too.
i've matured and changed so much and so
fast that sometimes i forget who i am.
i'm ready to get out of highschool but at
times i feel scared that i'm not going to
know what to do with myself.
i want to know what the purpose of things
are and what exactly life is about.
i just have so much going on that i just
dont know sometimes.
but well, thats really all i feel like updating
and i probably wont do this again for awhile.
its just something i forgot about and decided
i would check up on.
see ya.