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I'm backstabbing the shoe shop.
I'm heading out for an interview at an office to be an assistant of some sort. Well, I'll be an assistant if I get the job. If not, I will just be selling shoes for awhile longer.
I'm in the library right now researching acting stuff. Turns out that a talent agency I got a call from 3 weeks ago (who's waiting on a Demo reel from me that I can't seem to put together) is a good agency. I am SLACK! What is my problem?!?! Why can't I get my ass moving on this?!
I am kicking myself everyday for not doing more of what I want in life and less of what I hate. I need to change life. I need to get out of the shoe business and into something that will let me do what I want
Real life is messed up.
Grown up business has left me slightly frazzled. I feel thrown for a loop.
Mind you, I didn't expect everything to work out and fall on my lap within moments of arriving here. But I did expect that I would be a little more diligent with starting my acting career. For some reason, I've turned out to be more concerned with getting up in the mornings to go to work than I am concerned about getting up and looking for auditions/agents/workshops/classes... argh.
I am very mad at myself.
I'm heading out for an interview at an office to be an assistant of some sort. Well, I'll be an assistant if I get the job. If not, I will just be selling shoes for awhile longer.
I'm in the library right now researching acting stuff. Turns out that a talent agency I got a call from 3 weeks ago (who's waiting on a Demo reel from me that I can't seem to put together) is a good agency. I am SLACK! What is my problem?!?! Why can't I get my ass moving on this?!
I am kicking myself everyday for not doing more of what I want in life and less of what I hate. I need to change life. I need to get out of the shoe business and into something that will let me do what I want
Real life is messed up.
Grown up business has left me slightly frazzled. I feel thrown for a loop.
Mind you, I didn't expect everything to work out and fall on my lap within moments of arriving here. But I did expect that I would be a little more diligent with starting my acting career. For some reason, I've turned out to be more concerned with getting up in the mornings to go to work than I am concerned about getting up and looking for auditions/agents/workshops/classes... argh.
I am very mad at myself.