Confusion is next...
Lately nothing seems to make any fucking sense. Each day I feel confused over little details. One thing seems to negate the other. My whole environment changes rapidly, yet I have the feeling of constant indifference. My mind is like a fucking stock chart lately. The only one that stands in the way of my visions and ideas is myself.
I have sleep disturbances almost every day lately. But then again my classmates too. I talked to them today, they seemed to feel the same way. What's weird is that in these days dreams sometimes bleed into my waking life. About a week ago I had a dream in which the agency I wrote a job application to called me and told me every single mistake I made in the letter until the connection broke. Just two days later I received a letter from the agency. Of course they told me that my abilities do not fit their demands. Oh well, it seems like my dreams perfectly cover my own psyche these days.
Another thing is that I've been easily teased the last few days. Just a simple sentence was enough to get me loaded. But well I'm not the only one. I guess it's because of the time we live in. Almost everyone has experienced obsessive behavior, sleep-disturbances or insomnia, absolute confusion, frustration and the constant fight against his/her own demons. Anyone who is not affected by those problems should really call himself/herself lucky....or get a good doctor.
I have sleep disturbances almost every day lately. But then again my classmates too. I talked to them today, they seemed to feel the same way. What's weird is that in these days dreams sometimes bleed into my waking life. About a week ago I had a dream in which the agency I wrote a job application to called me and told me every single mistake I made in the letter until the connection broke. Just two days later I received a letter from the agency. Of course they told me that my abilities do not fit their demands. Oh well, it seems like my dreams perfectly cover my own psyche these days.
Another thing is that I've been easily teased the last few days. Just a simple sentence was enough to get me loaded. But well I'm not the only one. I guess it's because of the time we live in. Almost everyone has experienced obsessive behavior, sleep-disturbances or insomnia, absolute confusion, frustration and the constant fight against his/her own demons. Anyone who is not affected by those problems should really call himself/herself lucky....or get a good doctor.