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well what a day i have had so far. well i had to say goodbye to sam. and then i saw brandon getting ready to go into surgery. Then he surgery got pussed back two hours and then as he was getting ready to go into the O.R. he started not to feel well at all. well the doctor came in and gave him his medicine and then went to take him away then it felt like i was never going to see him again cause when he came back he would be a whole diffrent person. to see the person i love roll down to the operating room and saying good bye and giving him a kiss and tell him i loved him was really hard. i wanted to stay with him the whole time so then i knew he would be ok. then his mom treats me like i didnt care about it at all. like i thought it was no big deal. i broke down i had to leave he hospital.
So here i am waiting for a call from the hospital to tell me how he is doing since they were running two hours behind schedule. and now he still has two hour left in surgery. But i really need some support. idk what to do. i hope everything is ok.
So here i am waiting for a call from the hospital to tell me how he is doing since they were running two hours behind schedule. and now he still has two hour left in surgery. But i really need some support. idk what to do. i hope everything is ok.