3 a.m. I'm still awake. Help me unravel my latest mistake...
Money is such a problem. I always insist that I am glad I have never been wealthy and that I was raised to work hard for what I have, and I am, but sometimes it would be SO nice to just have an unlimited supply. Alexandra and I tried to win the lottery last week, no luck. It is just so stressful to think about how much school is going to cost. Then thinking about my meal plan, and apartment, and books uggghhh. It hurts just thinking about it. My COSI money will cover this next year of school and then it is gone. Thank God for that money. It was seriously such a blessing. I have to drop one of my night classes for next semester so I can work more. Aye yi yi. It is worth it. School is worth it, everything is worth it. I am happy and I would not have it any other way.
I have to do two more projects for my internship this week and maybe one more site visit. Then I have to write a paper for my internship class and post on the discussion board and I will be done! Other than my last evaluation but Jessica always writes good ones. I am going to try and convince the HTM department to let me use my promotion as my last field experience. Hopefullyyy that will work out! I am determined to stay focused this year. I will be working 4 to 5 days a week but I will still make the dean's list if it kills me!
Alexandra was at my house ALL day. It was so fun. We woke up late and went to lunch with my family. Then we came home and layed out for a while and then we played scrabble with my mom. We had dinner and watched movies and just did basically nothing. We are fun. If I did not have her I would be SOOO depressed. And probably more desperate for a boy than I already am! We are both going through that lonely time. I just miss having a significant other I think but if I were doing it alone I bet I would be going crazyyy. I do have a lot of friends but most of them are just too busy or just not interested in being there for me constantly. I am very lucky to have a best friend like her! Awh I am all sentimental, but it's true!
The movie we watched today was Nights at Rodanthe. SOOOO depressing. She finds true love again and then... DEAD. He dies!! What?! Such a tragic story. Makes me soo unexcited to fall in love because if my "true love" died right after I met him I would be like WHAT THE HECK?!?!? So not worth the heartache. Men are Stupid anyways. "The good ones all have wedding bands and the young ones are just too dumb." I hate searching for a good guy. I wish one would just fall into my lap. Literally and figuratively.
I should be in bed. I don't know what is wrong with me. I have been up watching t.v. and coloring/making crafts for hours. I am exhausted and wide awake all at the same time.
I have to do two more projects for my internship this week and maybe one more site visit. Then I have to write a paper for my internship class and post on the discussion board and I will be done! Other than my last evaluation but Jessica always writes good ones. I am going to try and convince the HTM department to let me use my promotion as my last field experience. Hopefullyyy that will work out! I am determined to stay focused this year. I will be working 4 to 5 days a week but I will still make the dean's list if it kills me!
Alexandra was at my house ALL day. It was so fun. We woke up late and went to lunch with my family. Then we came home and layed out for a while and then we played scrabble with my mom. We had dinner and watched movies and just did basically nothing. We are fun. If I did not have her I would be SOOO depressed. And probably more desperate for a boy than I already am! We are both going through that lonely time. I just miss having a significant other I think but if I were doing it alone I bet I would be going crazyyy. I do have a lot of friends but most of them are just too busy or just not interested in being there for me constantly. I am very lucky to have a best friend like her! Awh I am all sentimental, but it's true!
The movie we watched today was Nights at Rodanthe. SOOOO depressing. She finds true love again and then... DEAD. He dies!! What?! Such a tragic story. Makes me soo unexcited to fall in love because if my "true love" died right after I met him I would be like WHAT THE HECK?!?!? So not worth the heartache. Men are Stupid anyways. "The good ones all have wedding bands and the young ones are just too dumb." I hate searching for a good guy. I wish one would just fall into my lap. Literally and figuratively.
I should be in bed. I don't know what is wrong with me. I have been up watching t.v. and coloring/making crafts for hours. I am exhausted and wide awake all at the same time.