PHANTOM PLANET-OH TO BE A GOD
So I went to the Phantom Planet show last night at the Big Easy. Yeah, they rock. Super down to earth and just plain cool if you ask me. And I'm secretly in love with the new drummer Jeff, we totally hit it off. He's super shy and has a kind of Rivers Cuomo thing going on...mmmm that sounds good, I'll have that.
On another note, I start a new job in a couple of weeks. I cannot believe I have commited to something. I want it and I know it's the right decision but it still makes me stressed out. All I can think is well what if this happens, or I want to do that, or I meet some one and want to follow them around the world...then what??? I mean technically I can get out of it and nothing is set in stone but good Lord, this thing is for real.
I miss London already, I really need to live there for a while. Not now, I know that, but someday.
I feel strangely not in control of my life right now and I'm not really digging it. I feel like I am reacting to everything. Like I'm eight seconds behind or something. It's a strange feeling.
On another note, I start a new job in a couple of weeks. I cannot believe I have commited to something. I want it and I know it's the right decision but it still makes me stressed out. All I can think is well what if this happens, or I want to do that, or I meet some one and want to follow them around the world...then what??? I mean technically I can get out of it and nothing is set in stone but good Lord, this thing is for real.
I miss London already, I really need to live there for a while. Not now, I know that, but someday.
I feel strangely not in control of my life right now and I'm not really digging it. I feel like I am reacting to everything. Like I'm eight seconds behind or something. It's a strange feeling.