Leaving
The feeling of not wanting anything more then what i have is so overwhelming. I'm so afraid of fucking everything up and losing the most amazing thing that has happened to me in so long. This scares me. I am so afraid of getting attached and getting hurt and not being able to go back to how things have been. 2 weeks of not kissing anyone. Thats amazing for me. 2 weeks of not being drunk..New lease on life and stuff. I'm just going to listen to the starting line and pretend like this will actually work. PLEASE DON'T LEAVE MEEEEEEEE WITHOUT SAYING GOOODBYEEEEE....