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*Sometimes I read the things that i have wrote and wonder why the fuck i did that. I guess it was just because i was venting and livejournal is the best place to vent when you have no one to talk to.*
*Janeen and I are okay again. We are supposed to go out to dinner in a little bit if she can find someone to watch the kids so that we can talk about everything that has been going on and decide if we want a friendship or not. I guess a lot of people have been lying to me lately....or so im being told. I hate asking the person if they are lying to me because then i feel stupid, but how else am i going to know. I guess i have no right to know where people are, what people are saying about me and who they are with unless they make that my business.*
*Im just really confused about life. Im having a hard time dealing with a lot of things and i just feel like i need to drink tonight. Im not sure if im going to or not, but id love to drink and just get away from all of the problems and such. Who knows what is going to happen. I really wanted to take chris out to dinner tonight(somewhere good) for a thank you but i guess he isn't having that. Oh well, fine by me. We are supposed to be slowing things down anyways. It is just a little hard to do that right now and i wanted to take him out while i had the money.*
*Im not sure if im going to be driving the car for a while. Im hoping that i can take it tonight because if i dont then im stuck here for the next few days. I stole a set of car keys but my mom's car is in the way so i cant get out. I guess today when i went all the places i went someone hit the front side of the car and got red paint(from their car) all over the side of it. I know i didnt hit anything because i would have known if i did*
*Oh well, my parents are screaming again so im going to go upstairs and get yelled at again. I just wish they would stop yelling. our neighbor died and im sure they can hear all of this and it just isnt right. they need to just chill for a while and let things go*
*I guess ill write more later once i found out what is going on. Oh and PS: I really want to go to homecoming. I guess if ashley cant find me a date, or if someone who is reading this wants a date to homecoming let me know. my mom said the money is going to be a problem but they said that last year and i still got to go :) i just hope i get to go again this year because i foudn the perfect dress today. I guess i can talk my mom into it...i have until friday. Its time for me to go...<3 to all <3 brooke
*Janeen and I are okay again. We are supposed to go out to dinner in a little bit if she can find someone to watch the kids so that we can talk about everything that has been going on and decide if we want a friendship or not. I guess a lot of people have been lying to me lately....or so im being told. I hate asking the person if they are lying to me because then i feel stupid, but how else am i going to know. I guess i have no right to know where people are, what people are saying about me and who they are with unless they make that my business.*
*Im just really confused about life. Im having a hard time dealing with a lot of things and i just feel like i need to drink tonight. Im not sure if im going to or not, but id love to drink and just get away from all of the problems and such. Who knows what is going to happen. I really wanted to take chris out to dinner tonight(somewhere good) for a thank you but i guess he isn't having that. Oh well, fine by me. We are supposed to be slowing things down anyways. It is just a little hard to do that right now and i wanted to take him out while i had the money.*
*Im not sure if im going to be driving the car for a while. Im hoping that i can take it tonight because if i dont then im stuck here for the next few days. I stole a set of car keys but my mom's car is in the way so i cant get out. I guess today when i went all the places i went someone hit the front side of the car and got red paint(from their car) all over the side of it. I know i didnt hit anything because i would have known if i did*
*Oh well, my parents are screaming again so im going to go upstairs and get yelled at again. I just wish they would stop yelling. our neighbor died and im sure they can hear all of this and it just isnt right. they need to just chill for a while and let things go*
*I guess ill write more later once i found out what is going on. Oh and PS: I really want to go to homecoming. I guess if ashley cant find me a date, or if someone who is reading this wants a date to homecoming let me know. my mom said the money is going to be a problem but they said that last year and i still got to go :) i just hope i get to go again this year because i foudn the perfect dress today. I guess i can talk my mom into it...i have until friday. Its time for me to go...<3 to all <3 brooke