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ahhhh! I haven't written in forever! No need to really...I got surgery today..yes, surgery and yes, ouch. I had a cyst thingy on my lower back and they had to cut it out. They had to sedate me you know and man, it was so freaking awesome. I was giggling like a mad woman. GIVE ME MORE! I got all this special treatment and such. My brother and mom went to Blockbuster and got Finding Nemo, Riding in Cars with Boys, and SLC Punk. The Riding in Cars with Boys is for me and Tracey tomorrow...
another movie night! =) woohoo!! It's raining! I love the rain! Except the thunder..I don't like thunder...it's all shaking the house. Scary. I didn't have to go to school today. Thanks to surgery! ha...after they were done with the operation and I woke up, I was hurting so I had to take a Vicadin or whatever but I had to eat first cause if I didn't I would puke, so they gave me these crackers and I was kinda out of it. I was like slurring and stuff and (I don't really remember much of this part) my mom said I was trying to eat the crackers and I was like missing my mouth and I had cracker all over my chin and chest and I was like what what stop laughing..man, I wish you culd get that sedation stuff at like Eckerds or something...It takes all your worries and stuff away...hm...and when the lady was puting the IV in she was like okay take a deep breath and so I did and I was looking the other way and I didn't look back for a minute (I was being entertained by my brother singing "I love it when you call me big papa..." in this voice of his that sounds like a two year old named Irwin)and when I looked bck at my hand where they were puting the IV in there was this needle hanging out with all this blood around it and I go "OH JESUS!" and I was waving my hand everywhere...The nurse got mad it was funny...So yeah...I've never had surgery or anything so I was pretty scared..I don't like hospitals...What an exciting day it was for me. I ended up going to Fuel on the 6th. Gabe was there and I watched his band and everyhting. He didn't say one word to me the whole freaking night. All he could say to me when I had last talked to him is how he couldn't wait to see me so he could give me a big hug and all this obviously, crap. I am so pissed at him. But, still, I like him. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!?! I don't understad him.. It kills me. Ugh...I made my mom cry yesterday...She thought someone had like kidnapped me...I made Tracey almost cry too...I don't see how I'm worth crying over...I don't know... But, I'm not complaining. I really don't know what I'm talking about anymore. Sorry this was so long and for most of you, boring. There's nothing to do.
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Brooke
"I will lie awake, lie for fun and fake the way I hold you, Then you'll fall for every empty word I say..."
-Brand New
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another movie night! =) woohoo!! It's raining! I love the rain! Except the thunder..I don't like thunder...it's all shaking the house. Scary. I didn't have to go to school today. Thanks to surgery! ha...after they were done with the operation and I woke up, I was hurting so I had to take a Vicadin or whatever but I had to eat first cause if I didn't I would puke, so they gave me these crackers and I was kinda out of it. I was like slurring and stuff and (I don't really remember much of this part) my mom said I was trying to eat the crackers and I was like missing my mouth and I had cracker all over my chin and chest and I was like what what stop laughing..man, I wish you culd get that sedation stuff at like Eckerds or something...It takes all your worries and stuff away...hm...and when the lady was puting the IV in she was like okay take a deep breath and so I did and I was looking the other way and I didn't look back for a minute (I was being entertained by my brother singing "I love it when you call me big papa..." in this voice of his that sounds like a two year old named Irwin)and when I looked bck at my hand where they were puting the IV in there was this needle hanging out with all this blood around it and I go "OH JESUS!" and I was waving my hand everywhere...The nurse got mad it was funny...So yeah...I've never had surgery or anything so I was pretty scared..I don't like hospitals...What an exciting day it was for me. I ended up going to Fuel on the 6th. Gabe was there and I watched his band and everyhting. He didn't say one word to me the whole freaking night. All he could say to me when I had last talked to him is how he couldn't wait to see me so he could give me a big hug and all this obviously, crap. I am so pissed at him. But, still, I like him. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!?! I don't understad him.. It kills me. Ugh...I made my mom cry yesterday...She thought someone had like kidnapped me...I made Tracey almost cry too...I don't see how I'm worth crying over...I don't know... But, I'm not complaining. I really don't know what I'm talking about anymore. Sorry this was so long and for most of you, boring. There's nothing to do.
<3
Brooke
"I will lie awake, lie for fun and fake the way I hold you, Then you'll fall for every empty word I say..."
-Brand New
N E V E R
say
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