I hate people sometimes. Well, one person.

Sep 25, 2008 14:40

I can honestly say that I really have changed this year.

I used to always be worried about people being mad at me or disliking me, etc. but now I can truly give a fuck less. I'm so tired of wasting my breath or apologizing for something that doesn't even matter/not my fault/etc.
If you have a problem with me, GOOD! Because I don't care. I don't care if I lose a friend over something stupid, because they obviously weren't meant to be your friend in the first place if that's the case. People shouldn't take shit so seriously. Overly sensitive people bother me. There's a point where it's okay to be sensitive, but once you go past the line it's just outright ridiculous.

Something else that I would love to punch someone in the uterus over would be when people try to throw things in my face. If you truly know me as a person, you will know that I don't look down on anyone for any reason. I am friends with whoever as long as they don't rub me the wrong way or weird me out too much. For someone to throw in my face that I am "wealthy" or my parents supposively give me "everything" really pisses me off...to the point where if you honestly think this, don't bother speaking to me again. I've worked since I was 15 years old. I do things that my parents want me to do, for the most part. If you think I'm stuck up, greedy, stereotypical, etc. you're an idiot. If you try to justify this in any other way other than what I've just stated, you fail.

Back in the day, maybe it was "cool" to have drama or pick fights, but I'm into easy-going, drama free life these days. I have enough on my back, enough stress in my life from school and work to even think about negativity in my personal life. So when someone decides to stir up some mindless bullshit, it gets me going real bad and I think that's what triggered me into changing my thought process. Instead of me sitting here, worrying if things are going to be right again(as I used to do)...I rather just drop that person overall. Am I crazy or is that legit?
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