Mar 04, 2009 23:08
The last time I wrote on here with any real frequency was freshman year of college. Oh how things have changed. Being out of college has sucked worse then I ever thought possible. The economy is shit. There are no jobs anywhere, not even crappy part time jobs. I work at Sears. I make $6.55 and get 30 hrs a week. I supposed to convince people to add to their debt and sign up for credit cards. They don't let me ask off without giving me a really hard time. I've never hated a job sooo much so soon. I've only worked there for like 3 weeks and I am already considering my options elsewhere.
I've been working out. Trying to not feel like a walrus or other huge, disgusting animal. I haven't been able to work out too much since starting at Sears though.
I have an amazing boyfriend. Kyle. Who, of course is in La Crosse for at least 5 more months. Which is desperately depressing because he is the only good thing in my life at all right now. It's weird too. When I was with Fuzzy I honestly believed for a long time I'd never be with anyone else. And that wasn't always the happiest of revelations. I still don't know why he decided to move to Oregon. If it was to get away from me I wish he would have just broken up with me and not made me do it months after not seeing him, over the phone in the Piggly Wiggly parking lot.
I don't know what else to say now. I'll be coaching softball at Tremper so hopefully that brings more excitement to my life and I also hope it doesn't add stress.
I really should write on here now. So, someday when things are better I can look back and be relieved this is all over.