im happy
okay..so i know that i just updated yesterday about my sweet weekend..
but today..i turned over a new leaf..I was thinkin long and hard today.
And im not going to let anything that has happened in the past bother me anymore.
Realy it has taken this long for me to realize i need to let go of some shit that has happened.
If things eventually happen how i would like them to then great. but for now..this is me not caring any more at all.
im not gunna come out flat and say what it is that im talkin about..but just know that ...im probably going to be a happier person again, the way i use to be. I havnt been happy in a realllllllly long time.
im not sayin im gunna change what im doing like as of going out and stuff so dont think that either, b/c lets face it..thats me..and
Not saying it has ANYTHING to do with my friends, b/c it doesnt. they make me soo happy, but when im by myself and i turn my ipod on and listen to music its usually sad stuff you know, b/c thats how i feel inside is sad,
but im not guna be like that anymore. or im really gunna try not to be.
things that bother me and that i think about are things that i shouldnt even worry about. or wish about.
because i know that no matter how bad u want something it just might not be whats best for you
and 30 years from now i dont wanna look back on this time and think of it as "wasted time" as carrie underwood would say lol
so this is me..starting today..Turning over a new leaf..and i hope its for real. actually i really do know that it is for real.
and im happy about this soo happy, i cant wait till tomorrow and go into school not thinkin about any of the stuff i use to think about you know..
eekkk....hehhe
<3 yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyalllllll
pssss summerss almost here duudes!!
but today..i turned over a new leaf..I was thinkin long and hard today.
And im not going to let anything that has happened in the past bother me anymore.
Realy it has taken this long for me to realize i need to let go of some shit that has happened.
If things eventually happen how i would like them to then great. but for now..this is me not caring any more at all.
im not gunna come out flat and say what it is that im talkin about..but just know that ...im probably going to be a happier person again, the way i use to be. I havnt been happy in a realllllllly long time.
im not sayin im gunna change what im doing like as of going out and stuff so dont think that either, b/c lets face it..thats me..and
Not saying it has ANYTHING to do with my friends, b/c it doesnt. they make me soo happy, but when im by myself and i turn my ipod on and listen to music its usually sad stuff you know, b/c thats how i feel inside is sad,
but im not guna be like that anymore. or im really gunna try not to be.
things that bother me and that i think about are things that i shouldnt even worry about. or wish about.
because i know that no matter how bad u want something it just might not be whats best for you
and 30 years from now i dont wanna look back on this time and think of it as "wasted time" as carrie underwood would say lol
so this is me..starting today..Turning over a new leaf..and i hope its for real. actually i really do know that it is for real.
and im happy about this soo happy, i cant wait till tomorrow and go into school not thinkin about any of the stuff i use to think about you know..
eekkk....hehhe
<3 yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyalllllll
pssss summerss almost here duudes!!