So we meet again...
Hello Friends:
Long time...no talk. The end of my semester is near, that is so awesome! i just have a test tomorrow, and then one on thursday night. After that...LET THE DRINKING COMMENCE. I am going to be an alcoholic nusre...just so you all know. Seems like this program may do that to me...or maybe i just enjoy it. Whatever. Friday i'm getting my party/ drink on...join me?
I am excited to start xmas break. I'm excited to lead a somewhat normal life for a month. I'm excited to hang out with people i've been blowing off for a month or haven't seen in years for that matter! I love school and i love that i'm doing well...but it realy does put a strain on my social life. Not that i have an amazing social life...it's getting better now that me and Ian have been off since august. Ive ran into alot of people that i missed, talked to some people that i haven't heard from since high school. It's really nice to see everyone and hear how they're doing.
I did speak to Ian. We met for lunch. It was awkward for a couple of reasons. It felt weird to sit across from the person you were with for 4 years and not feel anything...not anger, not love, not regret...just nothing. It also felt wierd to know that now that you are not with him, he has everything he wanted...material things. A new car, a new cell phone. With him that's what it was always about...he never wanted to sacrifice money for the sake of a relationship, that's why when we lived together...it was in SW detroit...in the fuggin' ghetto. By the end of our lunch i wasn't sure if he really wanted to "catch up" or if he wanted to tell me all about his "perfect life" and how he's dating a 32 y.o....whom he was seeing while we were still together...great. That just made me wish i would have done something so evil his face would have melted off...but i guess i can't blame him...our relationship was garbage by the end. Either way it was an interesting experience, it made me see clearly why it is better to be alone than with someone who is not worth it.
Obviously...still single. I'm starting to understand "the single life" a bit more...not sure i like it. It's a cruel place to be...coming out of a long relationship where you didn't have to worry about alot of things. I'm just trying to enjoy it as much as i can. Freedom...it's not all it's cracked up to be. Cherish the person you're with, never take them for granted and tell them you love them everyday.
Enough depressing text...friday is the official begining of xmas break...are we getting wasted or what?! Who's with me?!?!?!
Long time...no talk. The end of my semester is near, that is so awesome! i just have a test tomorrow, and then one on thursday night. After that...LET THE DRINKING COMMENCE. I am going to be an alcoholic nusre...just so you all know. Seems like this program may do that to me...or maybe i just enjoy it. Whatever. Friday i'm getting my party/ drink on...join me?
I am excited to start xmas break. I'm excited to lead a somewhat normal life for a month. I'm excited to hang out with people i've been blowing off for a month or haven't seen in years for that matter! I love school and i love that i'm doing well...but it realy does put a strain on my social life. Not that i have an amazing social life...it's getting better now that me and Ian have been off since august. Ive ran into alot of people that i missed, talked to some people that i haven't heard from since high school. It's really nice to see everyone and hear how they're doing.
I did speak to Ian. We met for lunch. It was awkward for a couple of reasons. It felt weird to sit across from the person you were with for 4 years and not feel anything...not anger, not love, not regret...just nothing. It also felt wierd to know that now that you are not with him, he has everything he wanted...material things. A new car, a new cell phone. With him that's what it was always about...he never wanted to sacrifice money for the sake of a relationship, that's why when we lived together...it was in SW detroit...in the fuggin' ghetto. By the end of our lunch i wasn't sure if he really wanted to "catch up" or if he wanted to tell me all about his "perfect life" and how he's dating a 32 y.o....whom he was seeing while we were still together...great. That just made me wish i would have done something so evil his face would have melted off...but i guess i can't blame him...our relationship was garbage by the end. Either way it was an interesting experience, it made me see clearly why it is better to be alone than with someone who is not worth it.
Obviously...still single. I'm starting to understand "the single life" a bit more...not sure i like it. It's a cruel place to be...coming out of a long relationship where you didn't have to worry about alot of things. I'm just trying to enjoy it as much as i can. Freedom...it's not all it's cracked up to be. Cherish the person you're with, never take them for granted and tell them you love them everyday.
Enough depressing text...friday is the official begining of xmas break...are we getting wasted or what?! Who's with me?!?!?!