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Things have been good lately.
I have been doing alot of thinking about school. I'm not really happy with it. I mean i'm doing well in classes, but i just don't like my major, or eastern. So i've thought about it and my current plan of action is to learn more about the nursing program at WCCC. Two year RN program. Also, alot of my classes i did here would transfer and count towards the program/gen eds. I can see myself as a nurse. I feel like i would be a good nurse. As of right now thought i am going to finish out the year at EMU, then maybe take a class or two at WCCC and try and get in to the nursing program there, and live at home. How's that sound? I'm so desperate;ly seeking approval it's disgusting. I think it's unfair to consider people who go to community college and a university different. To me it's the same, one is more expensive, but you end up w/ a degree at the end of the day. I'm kind of scared to actually make a move and try my new plan. I don't want my parents to be disappointed in me, I don't want my grandmother to question me on it. I just am so scared for people to think that i am a failure because i want to leave eastern. I hate it here, i miss ian, and i'll be quite honest in saying that me being out here is one of the reasons that me and allison don't get to see each ohter as much. That makes me want to cry so much. I miss her, she's the one i can tell EVERYTHING to and i haven't seen her in like a month. I mean, noone is at fault, we like to see our boyfriends on the weekend, so it's hard. God, i just want to be home. I never thought i'd want to go back to high school, I just wish that i could be back in the lunch room sitting with allison and shannon bullshitting. How is it possible for me to miss it so much, it was just yesterday. God, this sounds like the begining of a bad laguna beach episode, so i'll spare you all.
On a happier note, xmas is almost here. Finals are soon, which means school is out for a good 2+ weeks. That is so effing awesome. To sleep in my own bed with my puppy dogs in my HOME! Also, i am looking forward to go to holiday nights at GFV. Me and Ian are going on the 23rd. I'm so gonna go ice skating and then eat pumpkin pie. yesssss.
I'm not entirely sure i have much else to say, i feel drained from the whole school vent above. I guess that's all. There's a fu survery about Ian under the cut, enjoy it you wish.
BOYFRIEND SURVEY
1. Who is your boyfriend? Ian Skuta
2. How long have you liked him? Ever since Lauren Cook's B-day at the Grind.
3. How long have you been with him? On and off since 11th grade.
4. Have you ever lied to him? Only to be nice.
5. Have you ever cheated on him? Never.
6. Do you fight alot? Yes, over silly stuff.
7. Are you happy? Yes, he makes my life.
8. Do you say I love you? All the time, multiple times.
9. Do you have sex? Yes, would "DUH!?" be a better answer?
10. Do your parents like him? Yeah, but they think he's a bad influence sometimes.
11. Do his parents like you? Yes, his mom calls me her "cookie".
12. Do you spend every day with him? During the Weekend.
13. Do you tell him all your secrets? Yeah, pretty much everything.
14. Do you tell him everything? Unless it's someone elses secret that i am not allowed to tell.
15. What do you like most about him? He makes me laugh, we have similar senses of humor.
16. What do you like least about him? He has a hard time being serious, and he gets scared of commitment.
17. What does he like most about you? He knows i would do anything for him, and i've always been there no matter what. Plus i have huge jugs.
18. What does he like least about you? Probably when i put myself down, or when i call him a dreamer.
19. Do you know his phone number by heart? Yes, even though it's on muh cellie.
20. Has he ever bought you anything? Oh yeah, we buy each ohter stuff all of the time.
21. What was it?Dinner, movies, clothes...you know.
23. Does your best friend get along with him? Umm, they're civil. But i don't think they'd give each other hugs?
24. Who do the two of you hang out with? Mostly rob and christian. We are also at his sister's house alot.
25. End of survey? wow...that's special.
I have been doing alot of thinking about school. I'm not really happy with it. I mean i'm doing well in classes, but i just don't like my major, or eastern. So i've thought about it and my current plan of action is to learn more about the nursing program at WCCC. Two year RN program. Also, alot of my classes i did here would transfer and count towards the program/gen eds. I can see myself as a nurse. I feel like i would be a good nurse. As of right now thought i am going to finish out the year at EMU, then maybe take a class or two at WCCC and try and get in to the nursing program there, and live at home. How's that sound? I'm so desperate;ly seeking approval it's disgusting. I think it's unfair to consider people who go to community college and a university different. To me it's the same, one is more expensive, but you end up w/ a degree at the end of the day. I'm kind of scared to actually make a move and try my new plan. I don't want my parents to be disappointed in me, I don't want my grandmother to question me on it. I just am so scared for people to think that i am a failure because i want to leave eastern. I hate it here, i miss ian, and i'll be quite honest in saying that me being out here is one of the reasons that me and allison don't get to see each ohter as much. That makes me want to cry so much. I miss her, she's the one i can tell EVERYTHING to and i haven't seen her in like a month. I mean, noone is at fault, we like to see our boyfriends on the weekend, so it's hard. God, i just want to be home. I never thought i'd want to go back to high school, I just wish that i could be back in the lunch room sitting with allison and shannon bullshitting. How is it possible for me to miss it so much, it was just yesterday. God, this sounds like the begining of a bad laguna beach episode, so i'll spare you all.
On a happier note, xmas is almost here. Finals are soon, which means school is out for a good 2+ weeks. That is so effing awesome. To sleep in my own bed with my puppy dogs in my HOME! Also, i am looking forward to go to holiday nights at GFV. Me and Ian are going on the 23rd. I'm so gonna go ice skating and then eat pumpkin pie. yesssss.
I'm not entirely sure i have much else to say, i feel drained from the whole school vent above. I guess that's all. There's a fu survery about Ian under the cut, enjoy it you wish.
BOYFRIEND SURVEY
1. Who is your boyfriend? Ian Skuta
2. How long have you liked him? Ever since Lauren Cook's B-day at the Grind.
3. How long have you been with him? On and off since 11th grade.
4. Have you ever lied to him? Only to be nice.
5. Have you ever cheated on him? Never.
6. Do you fight alot? Yes, over silly stuff.
7. Are you happy? Yes, he makes my life.
8. Do you say I love you? All the time, multiple times.
9. Do you have sex? Yes, would "DUH!?" be a better answer?
10. Do your parents like him? Yeah, but they think he's a bad influence sometimes.
11. Do his parents like you? Yes, his mom calls me her "cookie".
12. Do you spend every day with him? During the Weekend.
13. Do you tell him all your secrets? Yeah, pretty much everything.
14. Do you tell him everything? Unless it's someone elses secret that i am not allowed to tell.
15. What do you like most about him? He makes me laugh, we have similar senses of humor.
16. What do you like least about him? He has a hard time being serious, and he gets scared of commitment.
17. What does he like most about you? He knows i would do anything for him, and i've always been there no matter what. Plus i have huge jugs.
18. What does he like least about you? Probably when i put myself down, or when i call him a dreamer.
19. Do you know his phone number by heart? Yes, even though it's on muh cellie.
20. Has he ever bought you anything? Oh yeah, we buy each ohter stuff all of the time.
21. What was it?Dinner, movies, clothes...you know.
23. Does your best friend get along with him? Umm, they're civil. But i don't think they'd give each other hugs?
24. Who do the two of you hang out with? Mostly rob and christian. We are also at his sister's house alot.
25. End of survey? wow...that's special.