you don't understand.
I don't think you will ever realize how much you mean to me..
I never really took it into thought, how much I really, really like you. I don't really show it, and I don't really want to at this point. Do you understand that I am still "in love" with you, and that it really really hurts me to see you with them.. I don't think you care anymore. I realize that I messed up my chances, but you don't have to do this to me..
You tell me one night I'm still in love with this girl.. And then I tell you, ya I'm going to the varsity meet. Of course, I wanted to spend time with you. Duhh!! So I go and your all over her? What the hell is going on? I seriously don't know what to do.
You don't get it do you? You tell at me for smoking and everything else, but you could do whatever you want? I'm sick of this, you telling me what I can and can't do, when you could do whatever the hell you fucking feel like it. This is ridiculous anymore. And then you don't tell me when you do it, you say " oh well you didn't ask me".. YOu really don't care do you.. There are reasons I don't want you to do pills, smoke pot, or even drink.. I don't even do any of that shit.. I smoke once and a while.. Not even as much as I use to.. This is getting pretty gay though. I don't know how much of this shit I could put up with..
Another thing.. You yell at me when I talk to Frankie and tell me that he wants to go out with me and all this other stuff. Hello, how do you think I feel? You are talking to "her" and you know she likes you.. I'm not going to act stupid anymore. I know you like her. And right now I don't care. Maybe if you wouldn't be so gay I would tell you things..
You tell me that I have to make the plans, so I ask you to do something with me and you say I have to see. And I ask if she asked you to do something and you say yes? LIke wow that is pretty awesome.. You hurt me so much this past week, I don't even want to put up with it anymore. I don't know what the hell I liked you for as long as I did. It was a complete waste of time. Even going out with you. For all I know you were doing your little pills, drinking, and chewing.. Whatever I hope you go and have fun with your little friends.. Go do some more drugs. !
I will never ever tell you how much I cared.. And well I cared a lot. I even fucking told you the other night when I slept at my aunt's house that I still cared and that I liked you.. But no, do you care? No.. Do you act like you do..? NO. So I hope you have fun, cause I'm done.
Wow, I never thought I cared that much.
<3 Brooklynn!
I never really took it into thought, how much I really, really like you. I don't really show it, and I don't really want to at this point. Do you understand that I am still "in love" with you, and that it really really hurts me to see you with them.. I don't think you care anymore. I realize that I messed up my chances, but you don't have to do this to me..
You tell me one night I'm still in love with this girl.. And then I tell you, ya I'm going to the varsity meet. Of course, I wanted to spend time with you. Duhh!! So I go and your all over her? What the hell is going on? I seriously don't know what to do.
You don't get it do you? You tell at me for smoking and everything else, but you could do whatever you want? I'm sick of this, you telling me what I can and can't do, when you could do whatever the hell you fucking feel like it. This is ridiculous anymore. And then you don't tell me when you do it, you say " oh well you didn't ask me".. YOu really don't care do you.. There are reasons I don't want you to do pills, smoke pot, or even drink.. I don't even do any of that shit.. I smoke once and a while.. Not even as much as I use to.. This is getting pretty gay though. I don't know how much of this shit I could put up with..
Another thing.. You yell at me when I talk to Frankie and tell me that he wants to go out with me and all this other stuff. Hello, how do you think I feel? You are talking to "her" and you know she likes you.. I'm not going to act stupid anymore. I know you like her. And right now I don't care. Maybe if you wouldn't be so gay I would tell you things..
You tell me that I have to make the plans, so I ask you to do something with me and you say I have to see. And I ask if she asked you to do something and you say yes? LIke wow that is pretty awesome.. You hurt me so much this past week, I don't even want to put up with it anymore. I don't know what the hell I liked you for as long as I did. It was a complete waste of time. Even going out with you. For all I know you were doing your little pills, drinking, and chewing.. Whatever I hope you go and have fun with your little friends.. Go do some more drugs. !
I will never ever tell you how much I cared.. And well I cared a lot. I even fucking told you the other night when I slept at my aunt's house that I still cared and that I liked you.. But no, do you care? No.. Do you act like you do..? NO. So I hope you have fun, cause I'm done.
Wow, I never thought I cared that much.
<3 Brooklynn!