gone....forever

[brooke_12_9]

well last nite (well really this morning) at like 12:15 found out my nana died.. really sad. and got a super busy week at skool adn i dunno how im gonna do it.. i got a mid-term exam tomorrow and v-ball tourny all afternoon and 4 pgs of french work to do for tomorrow and and a project due on wed. and so much work.. a hec project due wed. and just so much going on.. i cant even concentrate at all.. i glad shes not suffering anymore but i never really got to say goodbye.. and i neveer told her i loved her and im not gonna see her for like another 75 or 80 years!! thats a fricking long time.. yesterday went to a volleyball tourny which was a total waste of my time didnt even get to play a full set the whole day even all together.. waste of my time.. tehn i went to dannielle's house for her bday and then went to get chris and went back to danni's adn watched a movie and i fell asleep and then i went home at like 12:15 and then my mom told me my nana was gone and then i went back to dannielle's at like 12:30 adn stayed their till almost 2 crying and talking.. i really dont know what to do .. i feel sorta alone cuz i dont want to say anything to my mom or bro and i dunno.. my dad's in Australia he left today at 2.. adn i dunno what to do..
soooo confussed and sad.. and i totally need a hug..
b.r.o.o.k.e.r.