i never wanna be that girl
ok...so...if anyone thinks i have overeacted about anything in the past few months..then fuck off...b/c you prolly dont know the story at all...i am not upset for the reasons most people think i am....i am very full of hate right now...i feel ihave every right to be....it will pass like everything else in life...i am a nice person..think whatever you will of me...i hate this town and i have learned a lot of people dont care about me as much as i thought they did..but then again i found out some people care more about me than i thought..i have been too avoidant to talk to many people lately...i just want this phase in my life to end...i really dont feel comfortable anywhere in lexington right now...i wish that i hadnt lost some of my friends...and all of my dignity...fuck assholes...i already feel stronger than i did 6 months ago...alll this bad luck i am having will end and i WILL be a better person..believe that.