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s0o0o0o pretty much im super happy. i had such an AWESOME day today :)
well, had to get up at 4:30 today...that sucked like always lol. But i was proud b/c i didn't sleep in class!! (well in voc)
Hm, my m0mma picked me up--and told me that she decided i can go to REETHS PUFFER!!! :D which means, that i will be living w/ my aunt til the end of the school year...so thats cool. I miss my mom, but..i know im not ready to go back, and i really dont think i will be ready for a while.
Well...eventually I found out in *6th* hour that today was my last day. So since i didn't have to do ne more shit, i went to johnny's w/ john after school. I seen that Johnny had toar down most of the wall. Gosh, he told me how pissed he was. HE was like punching stuff when he seen it i guess and he has marks all on his knuckles nd shit, and then he broke his cell :/ i felt bad. But he reassured me its not MY fault. And then i had a talk w/ jesse johnny nd josh b/c i had heard that my "bois" which is them, had said they wanted to see me get my ass kicked. they FLIPPED b/c they never said that. And so um me nd johnny toar down the rest of the wall :) nd then i wrote my name on there AGAIN :D not ashamed at all.
Went back to the school, said g*bye to some of the ppl i wanted to say bye too...but most ppl i didn't see on my way of gettin my shit. And yea...it was weird thinkin today was my last day there. I wasn't really prepared...but GOOD RITTINS lol. But ill prob be back next year, unless i really do like rp...i have a feeling ill LOVE it.
annnddd tthhheennn --->> I got my new cell phone :) 327*2284
Hm, picked up my cuz...brought him home. And picked up my uncle's best friend's son...and me nd my aunt took him bowling. I won the 2nd game. 1st game i scored 94 lol and the 2nd game 109 lol...oh well im proud. i use to suck even more! Yeah, Dakota (his son) loves me....he calls me MOMMY...his dad nd mom got a divorce nd he barely sees her ne more...and i guess i look a lot like her. i feel bad for the kid :( that shit has to suck....i kinda know how he feels tho, sorta.
hmm a couple nights ago i watched "hide nd seek" gawd, it made me miss him so much. Even tho we were figthing when we watched that movie...i can remember him sayin "gawd brooke, u wont even look at me...how can u so easily not even look at me?"...but by the end of the movie we were cuddling...ugh, it hurts so bad. Work wasn't the best either yesterday. Like i thought we were cool but he was like "here we go..here we go" when he walked in the door? wtf is that shit? oh well...over it.
i got a new schedule @ work yyeesss :) and i applied for a 2nd job at the bowling alley out here. if it works out, it works out. if it dont i dont really care...just a way to get sum xtra xtra doe :)
tuesday: 5-9 (usually 8:30 tho)
friday: 5-9 (9:30)
saturday: 12-6/7?
gosh be bringin in sum doe now :) im so happy! lol
IM SO HAPPY IM GOIN TO RP (hot guys too) :D
k im done bye
if there ever comes a day when we cant be together
keep me in your heart, i`ll stay there forever x3
*((stolen from becca))*...and yea i guess that ^^ is all i can ask for now :*(
love hurts, and love dies. Im so scarred ill never feel the things i did w/ him... again. how can he be so happy w/o me, when all that did make him happy was to be w/ me? does he ever think about me...about us?...about what we had...
well, had to get up at 4:30 today...that sucked like always lol. But i was proud b/c i didn't sleep in class!! (well in voc)
Hm, my m0mma picked me up--and told me that she decided i can go to REETHS PUFFER!!! :D which means, that i will be living w/ my aunt til the end of the school year...so thats cool. I miss my mom, but..i know im not ready to go back, and i really dont think i will be ready for a while.
Well...eventually I found out in *6th* hour that today was my last day. So since i didn't have to do ne more shit, i went to johnny's w/ john after school. I seen that Johnny had toar down most of the wall. Gosh, he told me how pissed he was. HE was like punching stuff when he seen it i guess and he has marks all on his knuckles nd shit, and then he broke his cell :/ i felt bad. But he reassured me its not MY fault. And then i had a talk w/ jesse johnny nd josh b/c i had heard that my "bois" which is them, had said they wanted to see me get my ass kicked. they FLIPPED b/c they never said that. And so um me nd johnny toar down the rest of the wall :) nd then i wrote my name on there AGAIN :D not ashamed at all.
Went back to the school, said g*bye to some of the ppl i wanted to say bye too...but most ppl i didn't see on my way of gettin my shit. And yea...it was weird thinkin today was my last day there. I wasn't really prepared...but GOOD RITTINS lol. But ill prob be back next year, unless i really do like rp...i have a feeling ill LOVE it.
annnddd tthhheennn --->> I got my new cell phone :) 327*2284
Hm, picked up my cuz...brought him home. And picked up my uncle's best friend's son...and me nd my aunt took him bowling. I won the 2nd game. 1st game i scored 94 lol and the 2nd game 109 lol...oh well im proud. i use to suck even more! Yeah, Dakota (his son) loves me....he calls me MOMMY...his dad nd mom got a divorce nd he barely sees her ne more...and i guess i look a lot like her. i feel bad for the kid :( that shit has to suck....i kinda know how he feels tho, sorta.
hmm a couple nights ago i watched "hide nd seek" gawd, it made me miss him so much. Even tho we were figthing when we watched that movie...i can remember him sayin "gawd brooke, u wont even look at me...how can u so easily not even look at me?"...but by the end of the movie we were cuddling...ugh, it hurts so bad. Work wasn't the best either yesterday. Like i thought we were cool but he was like "here we go..here we go" when he walked in the door? wtf is that shit? oh well...over it.
i got a new schedule @ work yyeesss :) and i applied for a 2nd job at the bowling alley out here. if it works out, it works out. if it dont i dont really care...just a way to get sum xtra xtra doe :)
tuesday: 5-9 (usually 8:30 tho)
friday: 5-9 (9:30)
saturday: 12-6/7?
gosh be bringin in sum doe now :) im so happy! lol
IM SO HAPPY IM GOIN TO RP (hot guys too) :D
k im done bye
if there ever comes a day when we cant be together
keep me in your heart, i`ll stay there forever x3
*((stolen from becca))*...and yea i guess that ^^ is all i can ask for now :*(
love hurts, and love dies. Im so scarred ill never feel the things i did w/ him... again. how can he be so happy w/o me, when all that did make him happy was to be w/ me? does he ever think about me...about us?...about what we had...