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[broody_manpire]

I wasn't even sure how long it had been since I'd last seen her, seemed and felt like an eternity and I was being a total dork and pacing around the hotel like a crazed manpire. Small distractions seemed like they lasted for no time at all even though they consumed most of the day, for example Cordelia. She's always a handful and there's no getting

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[broody_manpire]

I swallowed over the lump of want in my throat as she exhaled and leaned against the wall. Did I totally have to check her out right now? Aren't we supposed to be having a serious talk here, I mean she is married. I suddenly didn't know what to talk about and realized this might be a problem. I stood up from the couch and walked behind it and ran my hand over my face before turning around to face her, my hands resting on the back of the couch.

"I don't know what I want to talk about." The words left my mouth before I even planned on them leaving. "I mean, I don't know what I mean. I guess I should be going over the whole I'm sorry I'm a complete idiot and I didn't tell... show you how I feel about you."

I wasn't even completely sure I could show her how I felt about her, Ghost's comments from earlier had me a bit spooked. But that didn't mean I wasn't going to try, hell who wouldn't. Faith was beautiful. If I just stayed behind this couch we didn't have to find that out right now even though I really wanted to. She'd looked so amazing in that dress that night. Right, focus.

"So here's me, being sorry for everything."

[neverbeenfree]

I looked at him seriously for the longest time until he apologized for...well, everything. Quirking an eyebrow at him, I started to smirk again. Couldn't keep the damn thing off my face especially when he was being...well, he was always really hot. That didn't have anything to do with it and I knew I'd only get turned off if I started to refer to him as cute.

"Everything?" I asked him in an offhand kind of way. "Including threatening Harry?" His look got signifigantly darker and I only quirked that eyebrow up again. Guess it was everything except that part. "Right."

With a snicker I stood up from the wall and took a few steps closer to him.

"Look, I don't know what you want from me but whatever it is? It really doesn't have anything to do with Harry. I know this is the last thing you wanna hear but he really is a nice guy. He wouldn't have married me if he'd known. So don't take it out on him, cool?"

By the look on his face I knew that it wasn't cool. Not even a little bit and I was sure I was gonna hear all about how not cool it was.

[broody_manpire]

I knew that was going to come up but it wasn't like he hadn't threatened me by up and marrying the girl I was in love with that had no clue. She let out a snicker and came closer to me and I just wanted to reach out and grab her and...

I was going to have to bite the bullet here and deal with my Harry problem on my own. I mean honestly if I thought about it long enough he really didn't have anything on me in terms of knowing and loving Faith. I had him beat hands down, he was just one of those guys that buys up everything that interests him. That pissed me off he possibly saw Faith as that.

"Yeah. Cool." I finally said after a long drawn out pause and was she closer to me or was that my imagination? "It wasn't my intention to threaten him and you know I'd never hurt a human, Faith. I was just... feeling a little threatened myself, but I'll back down." Even if it kills me.

[neverbeenfree]

"Thank you." I said seriously as he looked everywhere but at me for a sec cause I knew it was killin' him that he couldn't just bulldoze me over and go beat the fuck out of Harry. But it wasn't Harry's fault. Harry just saw a hot girl and decided to offer her the world as much as he could. Really? He was just a nice guy who'd accidently married the wrong vampire's girlfriend.

Not that I was Angel's girlfriend or anything. Shit. A few weeks ago I was all about bein' fast and free and now I was someone's wife and referring to myself as someone else's girlfriend? What the hell was wrong with me? Damn. I needed to start goin' out for drinks with Kennedy more often. She'd slap me out of this.

"I'm sorry too you know. Sure I fucked up too. You can't hog all the glory." I grinned at him, before gettin' serious again. Walkin' closer to him I frowned at the couch in the way but instead of walkin' around it just knelt down on the cushions so I was eye level with the moodiest vampire I knew.

"What do you want, Angel? I kinda need to know? And by that I mean from me. Because....I'm not Buffy..." My fingertips trailed along the skin of his arm as I slowly tilted my chin up to look at him. "Girls got needs."

[broody_manpire]

I watched her kneel on the couch in front of me and I felt my body speed up and I tried to keep my cool. Her voice rolling over me like nothing I'd ever felt and her fingers danced along my arm telling me she had needs. I closed my eyes and took in a useless breath before opening them back up.

"I know you're not Buffy." I said quietly and took hold of her arms and pulled her closer to me. "I want you, always have and what's stopped me from telling you? I don't know."

I slowly brought my lips to hers and all the want and need I'd been holding back came pouring out in that one kiss. My lips claiming hers as possessively as I could as I pulled her to her feet and pulled her so she was sitting on the back of the couch. I let a hand run down her back and grip her thigh pulling her even closer to me.

I hoped I wasn't dreaming.

[neverbeenfree]

What's stopped him telling me? Oh I dunno how about a zillion different things? Hell, I could name them all off and that's why I wasn't completely surprised that the dumbass had never shown me that he wanted to break off a piece of Faith. The soul for one thing, not that I thought it was an issue since obviously I wouldn't be making him that happy ever. Then there was the whole Buffy issue which I wasn't even sure if it was still an issue but it might. I hadn't gotten stabbed to death yet so that was a good sign.

He pulled me up so I was straddling the back of the couch as he kissed me hard. I couldn't even begin to say how long I'd been waitin' for this little fling to happen. Shit. Been barkin' up this tree longer than I can even remember. Fuck this making out bullshit, I wanted him and for a sec I was afraid that if I didn't have him now I was gonna miss my golden oppurtunity. Besides, I was wicked aggressive.

Vaulting up from the couch I went straight for the money shot and pulled his belt free from his pants only to have him give me a dubious look. What? Did I look like the kinda girl who wasted anytime? I just smirked at him and I was about to lay his ass out and ride him all the way to not too happy land.

Just as I was about to get this party goin' on I heard footsteps coming closer and we both stopped doin' what we were gonna do. Angel put his fingertip to my lips and we both listened as the noises got closer. Angel nodded towards the backstairs and I nodded back as we both snuck up them and up towards his room.

It was gonna be a long night.